Hated + Sulked

Today seems like not-my-OK-day! WHY?

PERTAMA
i had a nightmare! (again! F**K!) Yup! the 'Idiotz' keep on bugging me in my dreams!
i know fellas, its juz a stupid dream-kan? but i cant accept him enter my world in any ways!
Not even in my dreams.Yes! NO way!

Urgh, woke-up sweating like a pig with a heart beating so fast! like i was in some-sort-of marathon or something? suddenly the memories flashing back. All the hated+hurts+annoyed+miserable feelings i throw years ago came upon me again. Which i HATE it so much!
Macam Fauziah Latiff nyanyi tu "...aku tidak mahu melihat dia lagi! walau dalam mimpi pon tidak ku ingini...!" Yes, am TOTAL serious. AKU TAK SUKAAAA!

Urghh!!! YA! ALLAH! Tolonglah aku! Tolonglah nyahkan 'dia' dari hidup aku. aku tak nak dia! aku tak nak dia ganggu hidup aku lagi. WALAUPON DALAM MIMPI-MIMPI AKU! even a second!
ok ok aku doakan ko bahgia kat sane. dah dah shuhhh!!! go away. Just leave me alone.
Boleykan Tuhan? Amin-

KEDUA
Ibundaku yang terchenta balik kampung (Minangkabau) pagi tadi.
i nak ikut tapi GAGAL.Fine. I muah-muah her at 4am this morning before she terbang to Padang /Bukit Tinggi from LCCT.Then aku sambung ZzzZZzz...

10:00am - Received a SMS from her and its goes like this-lah,

Mandek den : Ma dah sampai. Alhamdulillah everyting under control... bagitaw nenek, tlg topup RM10 k :P

Me : ok. Alhamdulillah.ok, nnt org suh adeq Yull top up jap lagi.Jage diri kat sana. kim salam kat Abg Alan & all the relatives! MuaX! Luv u!

Mandek den : Banyak ko punye adik Yull.. adik ngan Ma lah kat sini. He He He He... :P
ko jaga nenek!

Me : Ha?! Setannye babun x ckp pon nak pi dgn Mak!? pepetttttttttttttttttttttttt!
i hate u!!!!!!! fine! take care! :(

Mandek den : He He He padan muke ko.bai!

and i was like? urghh !nak itotttttttttttt!~^#~%#@^~&T^%$@!!!~@~$!@@!@!!!!!!!!! GERAM! Mak aku memang suka tinggalkan aku secara mengejut begini ye kawan-kawan. takpe takpe. ada ubi ada batas.

Merajok!