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Saturday, February 27, 2010

Al-Arqam? LOL

Disuatu petang yg nyaman aku didatangi seseorang hamba-Allah ni yang tibe-tibe bersuara bertanyakan?

Hamba-Allah : Eh, ko punye boiprend skang ni org Al-Arqam eh?? * dengan muke yg penoh tanya tanye*

Aku : HAH??? terkesima-terkesawan-terkeduz-terkelendatz dan terpaku blurr melihat wajah hamba-Allah itu. tercekik air-lioq aku terpinge-pinge atas soalan yang diajukan??? aku dgn delaynye menjawap-'..hah..??? takde ah-nape?

Hamba-Allah : Takdelah ko kan ke pegi kusus apemende tu? ingatkan dapat boiprend Al-Arqam. hi hi hi * dgn gelak sini*

Aku : errr...oh ESQ tu? mane ade *hanya mampu tersenyum-blur?*

Errr... APAKAH? Al-ARQAM? AHAHAHAAAHAAHHHHAHHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAA!
aku tergelak dihati kecil. tak paham apakah yg ada kt kepala hotaqs Hamba-Allah itu agaknye ye?
aku lihat diri aku dr atas sampai bawah-depan belakang-humm same je tak plak kurus seinchi pon? ahaha same je. Still the same me physically.

Nak kate aku berpurdah + berjubah bagai- tak dak senah oi
Nak kate aku tetibe mengaji kuat2 24-jam- humm tak de la uolls
Nak kate aku buat khutbah agama setiap saat menyebarkan syiar Islam- yaa Rabbi belum sampai lagi tahap Ustazah dek non oii.. TAK LAYAKS Occay.
Humm apakah? kikiki aku sampai skang masih tak henti2 tergelak geli-hati mengenangkan pertanyaan Hamba-Allah itu.

Ape2pon jua... aku kena terima hakikat setiap apa yg aku lakukan tak kirelah sekecil hama mahupon sebesar dinasor semuanya diperhatikan. Aku terima je apa depa nk habaq.



Al-Arqam occay. ko ade? kikikiki :D

Thursday, February 25, 2010

Da' Mizz 'C'



Welcoming Mizz Madison Leather :P
Gheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D





Tak plan
Takde dlm wish list
Takde niat pon nak
it juz happen!

Hik!
Amin :)

Salam Maulidur Rasul :)

Tuesday, February 23, 2010

Rehab.


Cameron Highlands has always been da' 'Rehab' place for me & my Mom's second home since & forever :) Memang dari kecik lagi dia selalu je bawak kiteorang adik-bradik ke sini. During my 'edah' dulu pon * edah ke? Wahahaha* the very next day dia terus bawak aku ke sini tuk tenangkan fikiran. She always said to me bile Stress & hati sakit tgklah kejadian alam dan kekuasaan Allah tu &&& juz let go anything yg kusut dlm diri. We will be ok Insyaallah :)

So! last CNY kiteorg pi lepak sane lagi.uweeeee best Occay! Sejuk! relex je &&& the most important thing is - the VIEW! AWESOME! and BONUS for me ROSES!!! ehehehe
adelah beberapa dozen aku kutip bawak balik ehhe.

Humm i guess this the best way to reset & refresh back yourself after so much hustle and bustle of city life.



me & my couzzy -Chida



Senyumnye sampai ke telinga setiap kali kesini :D hehe

My fav. flower! Tuberoses WANGI Occay.

satu RM10 je = 24 kuntum! WoW!

Arghhhhhh

freshly stoberi uolls



Cita-cita nk jadi pengutip daun Teh dulu gagal.



My besh-fwend! Muax!

hehe

My breakfast. Chicken Pie & Peach Tea

Awesome!


Mizz Cameronz am surely comin back!



Monday, February 22, 2010

ESQ-165 :) ALHAMDULILLAH!



3 hari lepas (Jumaat-Sabtu-Ahad) aku dihantar HR opiz ke this ESQ-165 motivational training @ Matrade. 2 days b4 that i was so STRESS-BIG-TIME! in my life. Bekecamok semuanye haishhh nuff said-i was a total mess!

3 days in ESQ-165 training using Dr. Ary Ginanjar Agustian research & method has change the WHOLE WAY of my thinking in life. seriously. Probably u guys will never gonna believe me but am telling u i was crying like there is NO MORE tears in me. Tersedu-sedan terfikir what i've done for the pass-28 years of my living. ESQ really succeed break into my solid-black-EGOism HEART!becoz to be honest aku susah nak nagis' even kalau tgh stress berat pon payah nk kuar air mate ni, yang keluar semua maki-hamun-sumpah-seranah*yee sile lihat entry saye yg dibah ini ;S *pelik? aku risau kalau2 ALLAH dah bekukan hati aku smpai dah x dapat nk rase kesedihan tu.

But guys, at ESQ all my EGO-drop juz like dat. How they do it? i juz donno how to explain. But one thing for sure, am so greatful gotta chance to be there as 'Angkatan 44-ESQ 165!' SYUKUR ALHAMDULILLAH! :)
Aku berdoa lepas ni HATI aku tak keras & HITAM lagi.

Aku berdoa aku boleh aplikasikan ape yg aku dapat di ESQ dalam hidup aku.

Aku berdoa aku akan lebih memikirkan yang ESA! & lebih mencintainya.
Aku berdoa agar belenggu yang menghantui hidup aku selama ni akan hilang dgn zikir.
Aku berdoa agar ALLAH sinari aku dgn Hidayah-NYA & aku dapat CINTA-NYA!

Aku berdoa agar ALLAH terima semua taubatku.

Aku berdoa agar aku akan terus tenang bila dugaan menimpa
KERANA Terus terang aku katakan-AKU AMAT-AMAT TAKOT!!! MATI! TAKOT! &&& semua ni kereta, rumah, Ibu-Bapa, Adik, Nenek, Keje, duit, bumi semua yg kite SAYANG selama ni-HANYALAH PINJAMAN& tak kekal.

Dan doaku agar semua Keluargaku, Sahabat Handai,rakan sekerja beroleh petunjuk & hidayah ALLAH & semoga kalian dilindungi & diKasihi ALLAH selalu-AMIN :) and i am MOST recommended this training to ALL of u. Seriously, its worth it. Like myself, i juz couldn't believe that i could think & felt this way *and am hoping it will last!-Amin*



p/s: dunt worry am NOT being Ustazah over here :) juz expressing what i get & what i feel after the training & seriously guys its all UP to urself. Love yah! Muaxxxxxx :D

Thursday, February 18, 2010

i.HATE.me

Stresssssssssss!Stresssssssssss!Stresssssssssss!Stresssssssssss!Stresssssssssss!
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am.stuck.so.mad.hopeless.I.HATE.ME! -Seriously- ;(

Monday, February 15, 2010

i.heart.'em

The Cranberries has always be my fav. band since & forever!
So 2day i went back to memory land & layaning all the coolnest video-clips of 'em.
I LOVE! ALL their songs but my favs. surely 'Zombie' & 'Animal Instinct'
now i 'tepek-kan' some of my best Cranberries! HENJOICE People!









Friday, February 12, 2010

Nikmat

-Segala yang dihasrat
Tapi Tak Didapat
Adalah NIKMAT
Yang paling PADAT-

Tan Sri A. Samad Said
Nikmat 1973

Thursday, February 11, 2010

Juz-Lucky

Harini aku boleh tersenyum sampai ke telinge SEBAB? nak taw kenape? he he he r u ready??? jeng-jeng-jeng

1st- Kak Effa's treat us lunch @ Raju Banana Leaf! uweeeee :D

This is actually my 3rd attempt to eat at this place:) the 1st time aku x lalu nk telan ape2 coz dasar diskriminasi aku terhadap cara mereka menyediakan makanan a little meragukan diri ini &&& am so not a big fan of indian food * i only eat Ayam Tandoori & Roti Naan or goreng2 and the rest of the roti sahaja kalau pi mane2 kedai Mamaks or Indian restaurant & now my ONLY fav.mamaks- lepak spot is Alsafa Pelangi Damansara*Wink2*

Then my 2nd attempt also diheret kengkawanz yg gile makan disini-pon aku tak leh bla lagi nk telan those nasi serve in daun pisang. i juz ate roti bakar je * as far i can remember lah*

Thennnnnn, 2day! FINALLY i admitted that RAJU is AWESOME OK!. So Sedap rupenye. Haha betolla kate orang- belom coba-belom taw OK. So, i keep it in my mind from now on. heeee
So, i was so amazed by the nasi daun pisang ini kerna lauk, kari, cili goreng, sotong goreng, ayam goreng SEMUA mantapz!. Ok nuff said - am in love with Raju already people!
* OMG? really phyzha? YEZZZ!* hehehe

Mine :)

Papadomz!

Kak Effalishios!

My FaV!!!

Ayamz Goreng!!!-Slurrppppp!

me with the Raju's Fan :P

Linda + Intan + da' foods!

We the happy- kenyang people! TQ Kak Effa! :D


2nd thing issssssssssssssss this!


its COACH Yo!



:D

Yeah!!! balik opiz je dapat ni dr COACH! Gheeeeeeeeeeeee :D TQ TQ TQ

3rd is?
FINALLY meet Chocolate Pie! hehehe :D &&& everything went so fine. He was OK & am glad we ended with a big SMILE :D

All i wanna say is ALHAMDULILLAH! SYUKUR atas rezeki harini- AMIN~
Hopefully hari esok-luse-tulat-tulit-tulut pon HAPPY camni :)

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

Valentines + Magika

This week minggu tgk wayang! yezza! :P Dapat pi preview 2 new upcoming movies. mari kite tgk sapa yg kenaaaaa

The 1st one is Valentine's Day! Very in-LOVE story-all about flowers-ROSES etc-etc related with V-Day. So far OK-lah. This movie too many story inside it. So nothing gives BIG impact to me. All i can remember is only the FLOWERS. hehe :P Overall it was one cute movie la.




2nd movie is Magika! SUPERB! TERBAEK! * for me lah*
This Musical Malaysian Folks movie is cobaan pertama Edry KRU & it was awesome!
Its like 'Alice in wonderland' versi Malaysia. Tapi this time around kite punye cerita dongeng rakyat like Bawang Merah + Bawang Puteh ( Leya + Nani) , Putri Gunung Ledang ( Ning Baizura), Nenek Kebayan ( Ziana Zain) Pak Pandir ( Aznil ), Mawi ( Badang) , Penunggu tasik chini ( M. Nasir) & banyak lagi lah pelakon2 mantopz & A list dapat dikumpulkan dlm pelem ini OK! ko ade? kagum mak.

Yang bestnye Magika is its Musical Film & teknik CGI & all those canggih teknik yg digunakan mmg best. Satu lagi kalau rase2 dah lama tak pi karaoke, Tgk Magika u guys can nyanyi together coz dorang siap ade subtitle lirik lagi OK bile time scene depa nyanyi. hahahaha

Overall, aku tergelak cam nk mati & semua fast-cut & music best giler. Mak SUKE! :D

So? apalaga? pi lah menghabiskan duit ke pawagan NOW! :p

Tuesday, February 9, 2010

Bosan+Penat.



Kulari ke hutan kemudian menyanyiku
kulari ke pantai kemudian teriakku
sepi, sepi dan sendiri aku BENCI!

Aku ngin bingar, aku mau di pasar
BOSAN aku dengan PENAT
dan enyah saja kau pekat
seperti berjelaga jika ku sendiri

Pecahkan saja gelasnya
biar ramai!
biar mengaduh sampai gaduh!

Ah...ada malaikat menyulam
jaring laba-laba belang
di tembok keraton putih
kenapa tak goyangkan saja loncengnya
biar terdera

Atau aku harus lari ke hutan
belok ke pantai .........?

Ada Apa Dengan Aku?

;S entah.



Humm..TUHAN ;( aku penat.bile?

Be.Strong :)

Dedicate this song to MySelf & ALL My Beloved fwenzie out there :)
Life is full of Obstacles + Challenges &&& alot more shit BUT one thing for sure HE is always UP there for us :) We juz need to be STRONG to kiss 'em all away :)
YES! We can make it through the rain & We gonna be juz fine! :D Muax!

Monday, February 8, 2010

Awesome!

Nak citer skit mende-mende ape yang aku tgh dok layan kat Tivi skang ni huhuhuu :P

Pertamez:

Hari Sabtu lepas aku dok layan 'Glee!' new musical comedy drama kt StarWorld channel .

Best OK! 1st time tgk terus aku jatuh chenta! bukan je klakau nak mampos but yg paling syioknye ade selingan menari & menyanyi lagu2 yg tgh hits skang ni. Pendek kate Glee is my HARUS TONTON drama now!




BEST!BEST!BEST!

Keduez:

Everyweek aku , My Babadom & Adik Yull aku MESTI tgk 'WIPEOUT' ni.
Its a game show yg mampu buat hempedu korang pecah sebab asyik2 tergelak tgk aksi dorang ni main game. hahahhahaha kelaka nk mampos wa ckp lu. Aku rase ni la satu-satu game show yg kebom! & Fun to watch seisi keluarga! Sempoi + to the point &&& KELAKARRRRRRRR! :D




Hostnye yg kengkunun serius, namun hanjeng juge dek mulot yg PUAKE! haha :P

Ketigez:

American Idol!- hahaha yang ni aku suke tgk Auditionnye je. Macam2 perangai org dtg nk amik perhatian juri. ahhaha lawak-lawaks & yg bestnye skang dorang bawak artis sebagai juri nk judge peserta. Ape2 pon memang tak kering gusi :D





Weekends aku kalau aku x de keje or program aku akan dok umah mengangkang layan Tivi dgn famly aku. Asal semua citer pecah perut je ek? hehe ni yg Fav. aku je. ade je aku layan HBO, E! & bla bla bla Comanye keje aku hari-hari dah penoh stress & i need some laughter the end of the day.
So! biar program2 ni buat aku menangis dek gelak puas2 before menatap keje yg soon akan buat aku nangis hentak-hentak kaki plak. huahahhahaa..

But then again, LAUGHTER da; FREAKIN BEST MEDICINE YO!- :D hee




Saturday, February 6, 2010

Specky? :)

Kisah Teddy hari ini- Specky! :)



Situasi: Malam Smlm* khamis* balik lewat *lagi?* So, yesterday dtg opiz a bit the lewatz.
Mate dah nk tersembuq keluar-sembab! So, pakai spek tiruan nk cover eye-bags kononnye weks! :p Alkisahnye aku satu hari
bz ke hulu-hilir keliling opiz cari buku nak buat research bla-bla-bla...cari contact nk buat concept paper.
Pastu sedang nk koling-koling org ni...


Aku : duk kt meja nk tepon Tan Sri A. Samad Said-tibe-tibez...

Teddy : Hey..u memang pakai spek eh? *dengan muke kerut comel* hik!



Aku : errr...taklah..saje pakai mate sembab-nak cover je
*sambil tersenggih2 cam kerang busuk!*

Teddy : Ohh sambil senyum dan berlalu *cet! cam drama minggu ini la plekkss*

Aku : terus tak ingat aku nk call sape &&& tersenyum kambeng melerettt terawang-awang~~~
la la la laaaaa ..la la laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa :D * erk??apakah?*

ahhahahahaha pikir2 balik klala betol la kite ni kekadangkan? *urmm tak-tak-aku je yg klaka* ehhe
kalau dah angau suke tgk org tu, *suke tgk je k-takdak apa2 taw* ape2 je yg org tu buat or ckp tak kirela melibaskan fail2nye ke?, termenung ke?, jenjalan nk pi hambek bende2 dia print ke? semuannyee jadi mcm comel belake.
PADEHAL??? nak diikutkan dia tu biase2 aje uollsss..ahahahahahha...

ahh tak kesah lah janji mekkkss sukeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! ahahahha * aku dah sewel la la*

-Euww-gile-geliz pleks weks :P- haha

Thursday, February 4, 2010

KeNape?


Uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!
aku stressssssssssssssssssssssss



SEBAB? humm harini aku dok layan tgk album2 lama aku kt FB aku.
Sentap! & Sedey! & amat MARAH dgn diri ini KENAPAAAAAA aku leh jadi gegems sebegini nOW???
FAK! FAK! FAK! sakit hatiiiii sakit! sakit! sakit!!! uwaaaaaaaaaaaaa
rase nk potong je lemak berlebihan kt sane sini kt badan aku ni.
arghhh! tensionnn... ;(

camne nk kuwus kembali ni???
nk diet lambatttt bangetttt
aku rase cam nk buat 'extreme' kuwus je * dgn muke setan* heh heh heh tapi takot la plak?






ishhh serba tak kena lah. uwawawawawawaaaaaa.....TOLONGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG ;(

Wednesday, February 3, 2010

i.HATE.Surprises


Tak suke.Tak suke.Tak suke.TQ

Dalam keadaan ape2pon walaucamane care sekalipon aku memang x suke kejutan-kejutan ni semua. Tak kesahlah Good News or Bad News. Semuanye buat aku sakit jantung uollss.
Mak ni lemah semangat skit senah. Kuss semangat Phewwwww

Tuesday, February 2, 2010

Calm.

Anyone who has never made a mistake has never tried anything new.
Albert Einstein

Monday, February 1, 2010

Happy February!!!!


Cepatnye mase berlaluuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu HAPPY FEBRUARY GUYS!~Sighs~~