3 hari lepas (Jumaat-Sabtu-Ahad) aku dihantar HR opiz ke this ESQ-165 motivational training @ Matrade. 2 days b4 that i was so STRESS-BIG-TIME! in my life. Bekecamok semuanye haishhh nuff said-i was a total mess!
3 days in ESQ-165 training using Dr. Ary Ginanjar Agustian research & method has change the WHOLE WAY of my thinking in life. seriously. Probably u guys will never gonna believe me but am telling u i was crying like there is NO MORE tears in me. Tersedu-sedan terfikir what i've done for the pass-28 years of my living. ESQ really succeed break into my solid-black-EGOism HEART!becoz to be honest aku susah nak nagis' even kalau tgh stress berat pon payah nk kuar air mate ni, yang keluar semua maki-hamun-sumpah-seranah*yee sile lihat entry saye yg dibah ini ;S *pelik? aku risau kalau2 ALLAH dah bekukan hati aku smpai dah x dapat nk rase kesedihan tu.
But guys, at ESQ all my EGO-drop juz like dat. How they do it? i juz donno how to explain. But one thing for sure, am so greatful gotta chance to be there as 'Angkatan 44-ESQ 165!' SYUKUR ALHAMDULILLAH! :) Aku berdoa lepas ni HATI aku tak keras & HITAM lagi.
Aku berdoa aku boleh aplikasikan ape yg aku dapat di ESQ dalam hidup aku.
Aku berdoa aku akan lebih memikirkan yang ESA! & lebih mencintainya.
Aku berdoa agar belenggu yang menghantui hidup aku selama ni akan hilang dgn zikir.
Aku berdoa agar ALLAH sinari aku dgn Hidayah-NYA & aku dapat CINTA-NYA!
Aku berdoa agar ALLAH terima semua taubatku.
Aku berdoa agar aku akan terus tenang bila dugaan menimpa KERANA Terus terang aku katakan-AKU AMAT-AMAT TAKOT!!! MATI! TAKOT! &&& semua ni kereta, rumah, Ibu-Bapa, Adik, Nenek, Keje, duit, bumi semua yg kite SAYANG selama ni-HANYALAH PINJAMAN& tak kekal.
Dan doaku agar semua Keluargaku, Sahabat Handai,rakan sekerja beroleh petunjuk & hidayah ALLAH & semoga kalian dilindungi & diKasihi ALLAH selalu-AMIN :) and i am MOST recommended this training to ALL of u. Seriously, its worth it. Like myself, i juz couldn't believe that i could think & felt this way *and am hoping it will last!-Amin*
p/s: dunt worry am NOT being Ustazah over here :) juz expressing what i get & what i feel after the training & seriously guys its all UP to urself. Love yah! Muaxxxxxx :D
3 days in ESQ-165 training using Dr. Ary Ginanjar Agustian research & method has change the WHOLE WAY of my thinking in life. seriously. Probably u guys will never gonna believe me but am telling u i was crying like there is NO MORE tears in me. Tersedu-sedan terfikir what i've done for the pass-28 years of my living. ESQ really succeed break into my solid-black-EGOism HEART!becoz to be honest aku susah nak nagis' even kalau tgh stress berat pon payah nk kuar air mate ni, yang keluar semua maki-hamun-sumpah-seranah*yee sile lihat entry saye yg dibah ini ;S *pelik? aku risau kalau2 ALLAH dah bekukan hati aku smpai dah x dapat nk rase kesedihan tu.
But guys, at ESQ all my EGO-drop juz like dat. How they do it? i juz donno how to explain. But one thing for sure, am so greatful gotta chance to be there as 'Angkatan 44-ESQ 165!' SYUKUR ALHAMDULILLAH! :) Aku berdoa lepas ni HATI aku tak keras & HITAM lagi.
Aku berdoa aku boleh aplikasikan ape yg aku dapat di ESQ dalam hidup aku.
Aku berdoa aku akan lebih memikirkan yang ESA! & lebih mencintainya.
Aku berdoa agar belenggu yang menghantui hidup aku selama ni akan hilang dgn zikir.
Aku berdoa agar ALLAH sinari aku dgn Hidayah-NYA & aku dapat CINTA-NYA!
Aku berdoa agar ALLAH terima semua taubatku.
Aku berdoa agar aku akan terus tenang bila dugaan menimpa KERANA Terus terang aku katakan-AKU AMAT-AMAT TAKOT!!! MATI! TAKOT! &&& semua ni kereta, rumah, Ibu-Bapa, Adik, Nenek, Keje, duit, bumi semua yg kite SAYANG selama ni-HANYALAH PINJAMAN& tak kekal.
Dan doaku agar semua Keluargaku, Sahabat Handai,rakan sekerja beroleh petunjuk & hidayah ALLAH & semoga kalian dilindungi & diKasihi ALLAH selalu-AMIN :) and i am MOST recommended this training to ALL of u. Seriously, its worth it. Like myself, i juz couldn't believe that i could think & felt this way *and am hoping it will last!-Amin*
p/s: dunt worry am NOT being Ustazah over here :) juz expressing what i get & what i feel after the training & seriously guys its all UP to urself. Love yah! Muaxxxxxx :D
3 comments:
amin~~hope u'll get what u want in ur life..ur goal..n all the best sis..i'll be there 4 u..ecehhh..^^
Ya ya.. mmg best gi cni.. aku b4 gi pun stress n balik aku sedar wat pe nak stress menda2 remeh. Sayang diri first sebab bila kita sayang diri kita means kita sayang Allah sebab dia yang cipta kita. :)
Aku bro : Amin :) Insyaallah TQ bro :)
Teho: yup! :) jom recharge Tehaaaa!
this c'min March! :)
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