MERDEKA!

Happy 53rd Birthday My Malaysia! Merdeka! Me Heart u always!



gile old skool!

kalaka tgk host skema abis & props studio sedeh sekali hehe
BUT am PROUD TO BE ANAK MALAYSIA!

Wondering.

I've been sittin here. Tryin to find myself. I get behind myself .I need to rewind myself. Lookin for the payback. Listen for the playback.They say that every man bleeds just like me. People don't know about the things I say and do. They don't understand about the shit that I've been through. It's been so long since I've been home. I've been gone, I've been gone for way too long. Maybe I forgot all things I miss? Oh somehow I know there's more to life than this. I said it too many times. And I still stand firm. You get what you put in. And people get what they deserve. Still I ain't seen mine No I ain't seen mine. I've been giving. just ain't been gettin. I've been walking that there line. So I think I'll keep a walking With my head held high I'll keep moving on and only God knows why.

Haven't met u yet :)

LOVE this song!

I'm not surprised, not everything lasts
I've broken my heart so many times, I stopped keeping track
Talk myself in, I talk myself out
I get all worked up, then I let myself down

I tried so very hard not to lose it
I came up with a million excuses
I thought, I thought of every possibility

And I know someday that it'll all turn out
You'll make me work, so we can work to work it out
And I promise you, kid, that I give so much more than I get
I just haven't met you yet

I might have to wait, I'll never give up
I guess it's half timing, and the other half's luck
Wherever you are, whenever it's right
You'll come out of nowhere and into my life

And I know that we can be so amazing
And, baby, your love is gonna change me
And now I can see every possibility

And somehow I know that it'll all turn out
You'll make me work, so we can work to work it out
And I promise you, kid, I give so much more than I get
I just haven't met you yet

They say all's fair
In love and war
But I won't need to fight it
We'll get it right and we'll be united

And I know that we can be so amazing
And being in your life is gonna change me
And now I can see every single possibility

And someday I know it'll all turn out
And I'll work to work it out
Promise you, kid, I'll give more than I get
Than I get, than I get, than I get

Oh, you know it'll all turn out
And you'll make me work so we can work to work it out
And I promise you kid to give so much more than I get
Yeah, I just haven't met you yet

I just haven't met you yet
Oh, promise you, kid
To give so much more than I get

I said love, love, love, love
Love, love, love, love
(I just haven't met you yet)
Love, love, love, love
Love, love
I just haven't met you yet

:)

Mengerti.

Aku membesar diulit lagu2 nukilan KRU ni.Mengimbau kembali zaman persekolahan yg sgt menyeronokkan.Setiap lagu Hits mereka senantiasa aku siulkan haha & ye aku sgt angau dgn Yusry time ni tapi bile dah keje dlm bidang penyiaran ni selisih tepi bahu or naik satu lif pon buat derk je. lawak-lawak. MENGERTI is one of my FAV! so silelah layan!

Rest.

I have forgotten what it is to smile? In my too busy life come, I NEED to rest awhile. I do.

Note.

Note to Myself!

Kan?

Mimpi.

-Biarlah kubertanya pada bintang-bintang
Tentang arti kita?-



-sgt mahu mimpi yang sempurna -__-

Strange.

i realize love is a strange thing indeed.

Amazink!

Sgt menakjubkan! saye mahu jumpe dia!

-_-

some days i want to live
some days i wish it’s over
some days i long to see
some days i wait to die

some days i think i am fine
some days i believe i have a problem
some days i am strong
some days i am weak

some days i am closer to truth
some days it seems far far away
some days i think i understand
some days i am just lost

some days i just wish
everything would disappear
some days i just hope
you could be near

some days i have a feeling

one day everything
will be alright
and that day is closer
than ever

-Hopefully.Hopefully-

tak suke!

Some say 'Sharing is caring'.Rite true enuff & i dont mind at all. In fact i do shared a lot of things around me with others too.Yeah! spread da' LOVE! Am happy if they happy too.

But i have to admit sometimes i HATE to share. Especially with my love ones. Skit2 boley lagila terima, still can be tolerate BUT kalau dah melampau sampai org bagi betis ko dah mengade2 sgt nak sampai kepale & masok campor urusan rumahtangge aku tu dah over la kan? Hump. i donno how to express this, nk luah kang sentap tak tentu arah si polan-polan-polan tapi bile aku diamkan makin mengade2 lak aku negok sekor2.

Doesn't mean aku bg muke, sesedap teh ice je nk 'get the same treatment' like wat i get.

kang aku buat perangai semua kecik hati kan? * iye JGN buat saye jadi naga jadian, abis semua saye amukkan nnt*

kadang2 aku tak sampai hati * erkk ke mmg aku MEMANG selalu tak sampai hati ke?? demm!* am giving all the 'sportingness & freedom' to get along wutever-lah & sharing wuteva i've got to make si polan-polan-polan-polanz happy as i am.kan? tapi tu lah, lama2 dah cam melampau la plaks. Honestly, aku mmg tak bleh blah. for all this while its has always be ONLY me, i dont share rooms, i hv my own space, i've always get the attentions i need inda world frm all my love ones & been showered with lotsa love has turn me into the spoiled lady eva. i am & i be it as diva as i want.So,Puhlezlah stop tryin so hard to be one. Aku dah bg 10% ruang to share JANGAN nk mengade sgt mintak itu ini lebih-lebih plak. Aku sendiri pon tak over camtu OK? haishhh tahlah, buntu mikirkannye. Tapi betollah, baek sgt ni selalu je kena pijak2 dalam diam. at the end aku gak yg bengang.

If u think am so 'keji' rite now,am SO SORRY-lah? well this is juz a teaser. am pretty sure u dont want me to be real KEJI rite? hummmpppp urgh i donno how to put this in nicer waylah, camni lah nenek aku kate, Orang dah bagi betis puhlezlah jgn nk memandai2 naik ke kepale plak k. Aku diam2 tak bererti am OK all the way.

Semua bende pon ade limit dia-so i am. & btw, knock! knock! hello? its ALL MINE. TQ.

*Slogan minggu ini buat my Chentaz= PERAMAH MEMBAWA PADAH. so pliz man-man la naa.

last but not least, ASTAGFIRULLAHALAZIMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM X 1000

feelin?

crazie.

Mizz Sesat.

Semlm seharian aku dijalanan.
kehulu kehilir dari pagi sampai ke malam. adoi.
pagi ke Dentist di Pandan Mewah sendirian 1st time haha * iye saye mmg bangang bab2 jalanraya coz dulu x amik subjek jalan-jalan di kuala lumpur.hump.*
Saye berjaya sampai kedestinasi dgn cemerlang sekali tanpa halangan. sungguh hebat diriku ini.

Selesai dentist mengodek besi-besi aku, dgn riaknye *iye la besi barula katakan huahuahua*
start keta berdezup peginyeeee tup2! salah jalan pulang daaaa *failed!* termasok kawasan kg ampang la plak. apakah? bodo taw. naseb baek saye bijak dpt keluar jugak akhirnye setelah beberape kali ronda2 keliling umah penduduk kg. terase cam YB lak melawat kawasan. sengal 1! :P

Sampai opiz tak sempat duduk lagi, Kak Ezzah dah suh standby ke Istana Perak KL plaks. Meeting bersama Datuk Temenggung ka Bendahara ka? tah lupa dah. pasal Shooting Resepi Istana Sabtu ini. So, beta sekali lagi sendirian coz Kak ezzah naik keta sindri. Persiapan sebelum p, print Google Map OK! ko ade? dgn konpident yg tinggi terus berdezup ke Bangsar, sampai Bangsar dah terpisah dgn Kak Ezzah NICE :) aku pon terSESAT sampai ke Masjid Negara. hump. expected.no surprise :) kan!?
melilau dr Masjid Negara ke Jalan Hang Tuah cari KL Sentral kembali terus ilang ke Bulatan Pahang plaks-gigihkan usaha kembali ke KL sentral sesat lagi ke sentul BENCI tahap kronik dah ni. udahla ujan adoi! walaupon Google MAp ditgn ianye tidak membantu coz jalan yg tertera kt Map ade renovations plakkkkkkk uwaaaaaaaaaa

kire2 dah 2 jam aku jadi Polis terapik ronda KL AKHIRNYE ketemuk! haishhh dlm utan pliz? gile kentang mencari Phewwwww...kus semangat. Nasib baek time aku sampai org2 Concorde Hotel pon baru sampai &&& astagfirullahalazimmmm cantek ok Istananye * ye saye pest time masok Istana di KL Heee * batak sedikit. ok la meeting done. pulang yeah! ehem ehem pulang ke sri pentas mak terror k.

Baru sampai terus ke One Utamaz mengambil keta Mommy Berry tuk dialihkan ke basement opiz. Pi dgn gumbire wif FarahGM3 BJ kesygan ambo itu. keta dpt, nak keluar pulak sesat! BOLEY tak? OU je kotz? demmm. iye sereyes tak dpt jln kuar COZ?? kad seasons tu HANYA bole keluar di satu pintu sahaja ye. iaitu pintu gate tngkat 4. bayangkan kiteorg berpusing2 dlm parking OU dr atas ke bawah ke hulu-hilir las2 terserempak dgn Van TV3 ahaha ikot depa balik laaa adoiii apakah? tak mencabar sanubari langsung sesat dlm parkir OU. sgt low class. LOL

Sampai Opiz, santapan beta utuk berbuke sudah disediakan khadam-khadam bertugas. wahhh gitu? haha nolahh. Media Prima buat Buke pose for staff. Trimas la blanje kami yek. food? so-so lah. hehe Burppp Amin kinyang :D

Lepas tu terus ke Bangsar bersama teman sebiol aku. Si Jezmomonz & Lindut gendutz nk tgk baju sponsor nikah aku. Eh! silap baju sponsor shooting NONA haha.okla not bad design2 butik tu * apetah butiknye mak lupe coz kekenyangan sgt ehhe*

Hummmp, sgt klaka hariku smlm. Buat pertamez kalinye sesat barat sendirian. tu baru betol -padan muke aku- lain kali org drive pay attentions kt jalan2 sekitar PAHAM Pija! heeee
&&& maybe benar kata2 Jezmon aku kena HARUS WAJID ada GPS dong hahaha.

Asked.