Hate.

O Allah,My 2012 has been Super-Duper heartbreaking miserable year for me.Let 2013 be a Good One for me pls Allah PLEASE.

So far, January is a major Pain-in-the-effing-ASS.Don't make me hating 2013 too early Allah. I'm begging u. Amin.





Hopeless.Heartless.Careless.

Post-it.

Jumpa keratan info ni tadi. Thought nak share with u guys since me & my besties selalu bermusafir ke sana sini. Baca yuk! 

Sunnah nabi ketika bermusafir

Berikut adalah sunnah-sunnah nabi ketika bermusafir seperti yang disebut dalam salah satu siri program Fattabiouni di TV Alhijrah:

1) Niat dan tujuan bermusafir mestilah baik.

2) Sebelum bertolak atau keluar dari rumah, kerjakanlah solat sunat dua rakaat.

3) Nabi lebih suka bermusafir pada hari Khamis. Baginda tidak suka bermusafir pada hari Jumaat kerana dikhuatiri terlepas Solat Jumaat.

4) Nabi juga menggalakkan kita memulakan perjalanan pada waktu malam. Selain perjalanan menjadi lebih mudah, jarak juga terasa lebih singkat jika bermusafir pada waktu malam.

5) Bawa bersama beg kecil untuk mengisi barangan keperluan asas. Nabi ketika bermusafir sering membawa siwak, sikat, cermin, celak dan kayu wangi yang dipanggil Al-Midra.

6) Ucap selamat tinggal kepada keluarga dan memohon perlindungan daripada Allah SWT.

7) Minta pada sesiapa untuk doakan kesejahteraan kita. Nabi sendiri meminta para sahabat mendoakan untuknya.

8) Apabila keluar rumah, baca Bismillah.

9) Apabila mula menaiki kenderaan, berdoalah dan sentiasa berzikir.

10) Sunat bermusafir secara berkumpulan. Salah seorang perlu dilantik menjadi ketua agar perjalanan menjadi lebih tersusun dan teratur.

11) Bertakbir ketika naik ke paras yang tinggi dan bertasbih ketika turun ke paras rendah. Seperti contoh, apabila kapal terbang berlepas dan mula terbang, ketika itu bertakbirlah. Manakala ketika ia mula turun, bertasbihlah.

12) Mendengar nyanyian (nyanyian musafir/Al-Huda) juga digalakkan. Nabi gemar mendengar nyanyian ketika dalam perjalanan kerana ingin menghidupkan suasana yang ceria dan baik.

13) Setiap kali memasuki sesuatu kawasan atau sesebuah negara, berdoalah kepada Allah agar dipermudahkan segala urusan.

14) Bawa hadiah ketika pulang daripada bermusafir untuk ahli keluarga, sanak-saudara dan rakan-rakan.

Renung-renungkan dan selamat beramal :)

Spinning.

Bluerghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh HAH!

haaa camtu obatnye. Ye, saye rasa sgt padat harini.Otaq,masa,kudrat semua dihempok-disiat-sempit-ketat.Gitoh.

I'm feeling 'it' now.Hell yeah sizzling hot niggah! Been away meeting from Dewan Perdana FELDA to PWTC discussing about my new program with the colan-colan VVIP harini mmg menguji 'ke-Bluran' otaq sekejap bila dah hampir sebulan ini ber-'Honeymoon month' Hambeklah obatkan?

Walaupon agak gementar pada awalnya, Alhamdulillah settle jugak perbincangan around 5:30pm. Balik merempuh Jalan sedikit sesak sudah menjadi asam garam duk KL.

Overall it was smooth sailing.But Somehow there is the 'thang' that keep on bothering me the whole day. The delayed emotion that rises without me noticing. WTF lah kan?Haih tho keep on telling myself 'it's okayyyyyy babe.buang buang buang pi longkang' but, It's still stood there nicely.like OhBabeenya! i know right? gahhhh uh nevermind.

So, My conclusion of the Tantalizing Tuesday is - PENING. Kbai.







Ps:/ Tadi kejung & honoured dikelilingi wanita2 hebat Negara.100% ingin jadi seperti mereka.10% rasa sgt tak layak duduk semeja dan bercakap bahasa pasar with them. ah but then, They are All Human beings also kan? Layankan saje dgn berhemah.

So, How's your day dude?

NOICE.

Nice innit!

Sardin.

Harini group whatsapp Sahabat AAKianz ( Ada Aku Kesah) saya hangat berkisar sang sardin.Yeup! Ikan sardin dalam tin bersos tomato kegemaran semua dari dulu sampai sekarang.

Haa nak dijadikan cerita, bermulanya dari satu keping gambar masakan gulai cili api sardin dari Cik Puan Syued Nurul Syuhada telah menjadikan semua rakan2 AAK sawan sardin semuanya haha.

oleh disebabkan gulai sardin itu, bermulalah seorang demi seorang para sahabat yang tak tahan terlior melihat gambar gulai sardin Syued telah bernekad memasak gulai sardin juga harini. Syued & kak Tete tidak lokek berkongsi resepi masakan & yang paling comel, sesi mengajar Ajieb masak hanya menggunakan whatsapp! haha betapa teknologi menguasai segalanya kini.

Yang paling awal memasak gulai sardin ialah Ajieb & yah! percubaan pertama beliau menjadi ye anak-anak! Kudos ajiboy! caya sama lu.

Kemudian Kak Tete & Meg pon turut memasak gulai sardin ptg tadi untuk santapan makan malam. hehe saya pon tak terkecuali. Alhamdulillah rezeki dapat makan gulai sardin pemberian Kak Tete yang Mantopz itu. Tq so much kak Tete susah susah je menghantar ke rumah td. Burpppp! Alhamdulilah sedap! ;D

Haa begitulah penangan sekeping gambar makanan yang di Share di Whatsapp. Kami semua mmg suka makan huhu beruntungnya diri dikelilingi rakan2 yang saling tidak lokek ilmu dalam apa jua hal. dari sebesar-besar hal sehinggalah ke hal yg comel masak memasak ini.Saling ingat mengingati & bantu membantu sesama sahabat adalah kunci untuk kekal bersahabat selamanya.

Ok! mari kita tgk masakan Gulai Sardin para sahabat kesayangan hamba di bawah ini hehe jom!

Inilah punca semua sawan Sardin harini. Gambar Gulai Sardin Syued ;p

Punca segalanya.

Bahan WAJIB!

Ajieb's Gulai Sardin inda making.Woohoo

His 1st attempt succeed!  Kudos!

This was kak Tete's Gulai Sardin i received just now. TQ kak Ttee.SEDAP!

Nasi Panas + Gulai Sardin + acar buah=HEAVEN.

Ni Meg punya!

Tamatlah kisah Sardin hari ini. 

Kamu makan apa harini?

Sweat.

Walaupon Batuk masih mencengkam paru-paru & memeritkan tekak ni, i still go to the park today. Sudah menjadi kemestian ke Taman Lembah Kiara di hujung minggu jika tidak busy shooting or ada hal lain.

So ke taman lah saya tadi petang. But i'm not running just walk around the nature & ehem ehem coci mata session of cause hehe. Nah, not My major intention tho. Well, today i do sweats like a pig.Hell Yeah.Dan harini jugak tak pernah2 berjalan non-stop 6 round around the park dikala tidak begitu sehat lak tu? Crazy huh? nasib je tak pengsan tgh2 hutan atas tu huhu. *Over plak imaginasi?* So far Alhamdulillah ok ok aja dong sayang ;)

It's always Good to be with nature when u are not inda good mood or inda Bad condition or separa sewel or tgh kusut-masai or sebab apa-apa hal sekaliponlah yang merundum jiwa kan? well i don't know about u guys.

But nature does wonders to me when i'm a mess. It clears My mind when i see all the greenish atmosphere around the park or any other recreational place i've been. Gotta see so many people with different caractors, family with kids happily playing football and such.All in All, Free from the negative people & chaoric problem.Aman bukan? ;)

Jadi, jika tgh busan, kusut masai, bengang tak tentu arah, PMS, sakit hati, kecewa yang tah ape-ape, berjimaklah dengan Alam. Pasti lebih tenang. In Shaa Allah!

Here is My Playground!

Fresh!

Up the hill

Nature best gift.

a bit slippery after raining.

The Sun playing hide & seek with me :)

Run.

People say, One of the hardest decisions you'll ever face in life is choosing whether to walk away or try harder. yek?

But,





i choose to RUN! LOL




Have a crazy day ahead sweetheart ;)

500C

Beli semalam dengan harapan cepat2 lah sembuh bibir yg luka ni & menambah imunisasi badan yg tak berapa nak ok sangat dah seminggu ni. Saya tak boleh sakit lama-lama. Banyak keje, Meeting, shooting menanti pls! Cepatlah sehat wahai badan & tekak. Amin.

24jam.

Olala yallz! Happy Holiday semua. Semalam Thaipusam & I was out 24hours with my Besties Cik Emmy huhu.Crazy right? indeed! haha ;p

From 1pm till 1am direncah pelbagai cabaran situasi & emosi. Semalam jugak kesabaran diri acapkali diuji oleh para oink-oink yang bertebaran di ke semua pelusuk kawasan membuat persiapan hari besar mereka.

Cabaran pertama adalah? Jalan Jammmmm nak mati. Nak ke One Utama je kot? haih. dekat 1jam mencari parking akhirnya dapat jugak.
Cabaran kedua? nak mkn sushi.perut dah berkeroncong sumbang namun tetap juga harus beratur menunggu giliran nk makan.like WTHeck? Yup, 20minit kemudian baru kami dapat tempat duduk.Pffff sgt sgt. Disebabkan tekanan melampau dekat jam 3:30ptg baru dpt mkn, we eat like a hungry piglet. lantaklah.

Sesi keluh kesah sayombara basi bersama Cik Emmy disambung dgn sesi menghabiskan fulus yg tak berape nak banyak sgt pon huhu. hampir jam 7pm selesai retail teraphy itu kami terus ke UiTM Shah Alam to watch & give suppot to our BFF Ajieb , Kam & Meg wakil Prisma UiTM to perform for Malaysian Dance Village closing night.

Melihat adik2 ni semua rancak menari tarian tradisional kebanggaan negara membuatkan hati kecil terkenang zaman persekolahan dahulu. Seronok melenggang liur berjoget, berdikir mengikut Kelab Kebudayaan Sekolah bersama rakan2 dulu. *wink* ;)

Dan seperti biasa, Ajieb, Kam & Meg did a great performance as usual! kebabom! Sempat berjoget lambak ditarik Meg haha. The night was superbly entertaining indeed! Good Job guys.

We had our supper after the showcase at Molek Restsurant. Chit chating & laughing here & there with besties was the best thing ever. Tho i'm not 100% recovery yet from My unstabil coughing & fever, i do believe when u surround with Good friends the sickness will dissapear it self without u notice it. Betoi ;)

And there u go My 24 hours of Overwhelmed day with My beloved besties. I do believe, a Good Friends will Brings Out the Good deed in you. So surround yourself with positive & Happy people everytime aight!

I wanna Share some of the Happy moment of me & My besties yesterday. Hope your day is hip & happening too! Be Good & Stay positive! ;))

Sushi Galore after 3 hours of madness to get here!

From Top: Kam.Mok,Ajieb,Meg Me & Emmy.

Ajieb & Meg after performance.AWESOME.

Zapin Oppaaa.Coolio opening

Us, having supper at Molek :)

Like, HELL to the O?

Scorpio's are not the type to be in your face 24/7. We like our space. We pretty much rather deal with you when we wanna deal with you.Paham tak?

Dadah oh Dadah

Today dah masuk hari ke-4 badan tak stabil & di bawah pengaruh dadah yg pelbagai.Oh didn't i tell u guys i got new bunch set of drugs again frm the doctor.Yah! sebab ubat yg lama tu tak kuat & salah. Boley tak? ingat badan aku ni tikus tuk ujikaji ka apa? Pfff

I'm starting to lose My lovely Voice & the coughing is killing me every seconds. Feels like My chest is gonna explode! Gahhh. Sabar dgn ujian & Alhamdulillah dipilih utk menghapus dosa kecil.In Shaa Allah.

Well,hopefully boleh sehatlah mggu depan. Banyak keje menanti ni. And i cannot affords to be sick like this when My Production already started. NO WAY. Oh Tolong Tuhan, sembuh kan aku. Ampunkan dosa-dosa ku. I need the energatic me back to runs My Production smoothly.Amin.

Bam!

Di bawah cuaca.Sekian terimalah kasih.

The Lemon taste Lemon.

The monday Monster today really put My patience up to the test. Yup, i was disturbed today.Badly. Trying so hard to put aside all the negative feelings i had right after i get the unwanted News was a major headached.

Yes,i am REDHA.Swear, i really do. But yah i'm just a normal Human being tho. I deserved to be a liltle bit down & 10% sad kan? kan? of cause.So i be it.

Come to think of it, i'm pretty sure there's a huge Hikmah behind all these unwanted gift i recieved today.Whatever it is, i am so grateful for everything i have. Alhamdulillah.


Ps: oh Hello to the Mr. obstacle. Miss me alot innit? Welcome back! *pfff*

Oh.YES.You.Are TROUBLE

It's Freaking Monday? F.

Monday ALWAYS been blame for all of us being so darn BLUES.Kesian.Hari ISNIN itu tidak salah langsung. But our mentality & surroundings yang buat Si Isnin sangat berdosa.

 I think this is actually my 1st entry for 2013 yang i really feels like mencarut a bit haha.Funny.No, it's NOT.Serius tak? Serius Tak? LOL.Anyhoo peeps! how's your days so far? is 2013 treatin u good? Hope so.Mine? humm so-so lah but it was great so far.Alhamdulillah.

I know its a little  too late to sum about 2012 but ah what-the-heck lah kan? Well, My 2012 has been SUPER-DUPER CHAOTIC & Challenging indeed. I lost my beloved GrandMomma June last year.Yeup.It was uber devastating moment ever. Been bashing with lots of ups & DOWN with life,family,love,sickening do's & Don't throughout the year nearly making me insane actually. But again that is LIFE innit? and the best part is? i SURVIVED yo! Amin.

Oklah, my mind was wondering around today. Wasn't in the purely center to even warm up with tons of works.SEBAB? 1) Mondaylah (cliche aight?) 2) MASA itu sudah mai lah huhu = The Devil Mr.Appraisal Gah! Expect nothing.That is the best solution. Redha & bersyukur rezeki apa yang dapat gitu.BAiklah. *Saiko diri* 

Whatever u do people, LISTEN LISTEN LISTEN to this,

"You can NEVER progress if you are letting things that don't deserve your attention continue to bring you DOWN" 



Be Good & Have a nice day ahead.

3102

No one can go back, but everyone can go forward.

And tomorrow, when the sun rises, all you have to say to yourself is:
i am going to think of this day as the first day of my life.

I will look on the members of my family with surprise and amazement, glad to discover that they are by my side, silently sharing that little understood thing called LOVE.

True.

-By-PC-

Dessert is My Middle name.

My advice to you is not to inquire WHY or WHITHER,but just enjoy your ice cream while it's on your plate. That's my philosophy.

It.Was.U.All.These.While.

Didn't they say that I would make a mistake .Didn't they say you were gonna be trouble 
People told me you were too much to take .I couldn't see it I didn't want to know .I let you in and you let me down .You messed me up and you turned my life around .You left me feeling I had nowhere to go. 
I was alone how was I to know that? 

You'd be there when I needed somebody .You'd be there the only one who could help me.I had a picture of you in my mind .Never knew it could be so wrong .Why'd it take me so long just to find 
The friend that was there all along? *Sighs* 

Who'd believe that after all we've been through .I'd be able to put my trust in you .Goes to show you can forgive and forget .Looking back I have no regrets 'cause .You'd be there, when I needed somebody. 
You'd be there, the only one who could help me. Maybe.

Maybe i was blind.Maybe u were.Maybe just maybe.

Mana.

Lelaki Suami

Lelaki
Pandai sungguh bermanis kata
Yang penting bukan puisimu
Lebih penting mana usahamu

Lelaki bukan kelas pertama
Kalau tak kawal marahnya
Jangan suka menghina
Padahal kita hamba Allah semuanya

Jangan sunyi bila seorang
Kawal nafsu dan malulah pada Allah setiap masa

Santuni dan hargai jangan perempuan sahaja
Santuni dan hargai saudara lelakimu jua

Lelaki jadi suami bukan kuli bergaji
Disuruh beli itu dan ini
Tawadhuk dan tunduklah nafsumu
Beli saja yang perlu

Perempuan itu mulia
selagi taat pada suaminya
Lelaki itu mulia
selagi soleh dan adil pimpinnya

Jangan masa baru kahwin
Isteri puji suami pemimpin adil
Tapi bila suami minta poligami
Isteri kata "laki aku tak pernah adil"

Isteri taat bila penting agama dari cinta
Suami adil bila buat apa pun niat kerana agama

Suami isteri bahagia bawa ke syurga
Bila kaki tak taruk ke muka
Bila pinggan mangkuk tak terbang semuanya

IBN MUKHTAR.
13 Sept 2012 

Agape Mi Amour!

Matter.

Being the richest man in the cemetery doesn't matter to me. Going to bed at night saying we've done something wonderful, that's what matters to me.




-SJ-

Pray.

Pray hard for My beloved Acu & Nenek. Allah give strength to both of them, my family & to ME. Amin.


-Keep Calm & Sabar-

Fragile.

Nenek baru keluar hospital 2 weeks, Now Acu is in ICU coma. Hopeless & Fragile.REJAB is killing me. ;(

iTu.Ingkar

Di saat cinta tercipta.semestinya aku merasa.di kala hasrat mendalam
semestinya aku berbalas.

Dari hati kini kusadari, TAK semestinya aku berkasih.Jika hati tak dapat berbagi???
baiknya rasa itu tersimpan dalam.

Semestinya aku mencinta? seharusnya aku menyayang?
oh maafkan jika
semua ini yg kuberikan untukmu.

Dari hati kini kusadari
TAK semestinya aku berkasih.Jika hati tak dapat berbagi
baiknya rasa itu tersimpan dalam. :)

P/S: i.am.sorry.

Besi.

Uwaarghhhh!!! Semalam pi jumpa dentist akhirnya after 2 months skip the appointment! Gahhh! abis di-uli baek punya dek Doktor gigi-gigi ku. :(((

Gigi diketatkan mcm esk nk kiamat je aku rase. SAKITLAH KOTZ! *Padanlah dgn muka aku pon kan?* wawawawa. Doktor pi tambah this 'Spring-roll' plak kat gigi bawah ineh. SUMPAH ketat-tegang-Sakit nak mati now.

Haih. tu lah aku mals nk pi monthly check-up. Kompom sakit camni yg aku dpt every-month. NICE job Doctor :))


P/S: Oh btw, its Blue in color for June :)

Dugaan.

Salam Rejab semua. Sekejap je masa pergi berlalu camtu je. Sedar2 dah setengah tahun 2012 Kita jelajahi. Syukur & Redha segala yg berlaku selama 6 Bulan yg lalu.

Rejab menyambut Aku dgn secebis usikkan 'Dugaan' lagi.Sabtu lepas (19 may) Nenek Aku kejarkan ke Kecemasan PPUM buat yg ke berapa kalinya. Bak rumah ke-2 bg kami sekeluarga. Dari jam 2ptg menjangkau hingga ke 11:30 mlm Aku temankan nenek Di wad Trauma. Nenek dah Ada 'Bedsore' agak kritikal dek kerana asyik terbaring di katil terlantar uzur.

Menunggu Di wad Kecemasan & Trauma Aku Sudah biasa. Namun Kali ini, adalah yg paling lama & mencabar.
Sepanjang menunggu Doktor Pakar Tulang & Kulit datang, bermcm2 ragam manusia Aku lihat sedang menahan sakit diduga Ilahi.

Mana yg kemalangan, strok, asthma,& mcm2 lg. Namun satu pesakit ini berjaya mencuri perhatian seluruh warga wad Trauma ini. SEBAB? ;) hummm 1) muka ala2 Aqashah. Yup, hensome & tegap orgnye. 2) Muda belia, umur baru 22thn & 3) Dia GILA.

Yeah. Syg sekali dia Sudah hilang kewarasan diri. Di ikat selang satu katil dari katil nenek dirawat. Meronta minta dilepaskan atau lg mudah, "abisan Aku terus suster" tepat sekali. Dia Dari seberang, Malang Indonesia. Sinonim dgn tempat asalnya. Memang dia malang sekali.

Sedetik timbul rasa sebak & kesian yg tak dpt Aku gambarkan. Ada juga kata hati nakal berkata2, " muka hensem tapi gila, ish kesian" Tapi mmg kenyataannya begitu. Dah dasar wartawan, Aku sebok mak joyah nak tau apa dah terjadi pada mamat yg malang ini.

Kakak nurse kata, dia super stressed & Cuba bunuh diri kekaseh dicintai pergi jauh meninggalkannya. dan pesanan Dokter yg lalu lalang di situ padaku, "Biarlah sakit AIDS sekalipon asalkan waras, JANGAN sampai kita GILA.Takde ubatnye" Baeklah. Minta dijauhkan *Choyyyy*

Cut it short, Nenek was admitted at 11.30PM ye. Lemau seharian dlm Wad Trauma tu. Dengan mcm2 perangai manusia aku tgk. Syukur Nenek tak ada komplikasi yang lain. Abah dtg at about 12am in morn tuk jaga Nenek that night & Subuh esk Aku dtg ganti jaga seharian kembali.

Nak di jadikan cerita, Malam Ahad tu lepas balik dr PPUM aku plak di serang Gastrik @_@ haih. &&& THE WORST eva! Muntah2 mcm dah nk mati dah rasenye. Humm lupa nk makan asyik jaga nenek yg sakit.
Thank GOD i have my darlin lil' bro & Abah at home with me *Mak kat PPUM plak jaga nenek*
So, at 2:00am they sent me to Klinik Idzham & yeah the Doctor said, 'U officially GASTRITIS'  Nicelah :)

Got the Meds,Got the MC home Zzzz.

So there u go, Dugaan Sang Rajab buat Aku sekeluarga. Tho its normal for us, it does bite sometimes.
Seperti biasa Redha & Keep on going :)




P/s: Nenek is in recovery.Home already Alhamdulillah & My Gastritis? ok kot :)

ICU @_@

My kekaseh kechentaan yg tersgt disayangi now in ICU- TENAT! ;(


We've been 6th years together. Sweet & Sour memories is all nicely placed with him. Gosh! I dunno how am I supposed to live without him if he really GONE?! all gone all gone.NO!


Prayin hard that he will be back on track soonest! coz I can't barely blogging forever with my iPhone u know? I need him badly! yeah, I need u my dearest Mr. Patrick! come back home ASAP please!














p/s: Btw,Mr. Patrick is my baby Lappie
;) he is terribly SICK cause of his 'MotherFatherWuthever' Board crash boom bang! Pfffffff

Ho to the La!

Testing! Testing! just downloaded the Blogger apps to my ipong! hope it's gonna work ;)

WORD.

No More.

I no longer believed in the idea of soul mates, or love at the first sight. But i was beginning to believe that a very few times in your life, if you are lucky, you might meet someone who was exactly right for you. Not because he was perfect, or because you were, but because your combined flaws were arranged in a way that allowed two separate beings to hinge together.