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Wednesday, May 30, 2012

iTu.Ingkar



Di saat cinta tercipta.semestinya aku merasa.di kala hasrat mendalam
semestinya aku berbalas.
Dari hati kini kusadari, TAK semestinya aku berkasih.Jika hati tak dapat berbagi???
baiknya rasa itu tersimpan dalam.
Semestinya aku mencinta? seharusnya aku menyayang?
oh maafkan jika
semua ini yg kuberikan untukmu.
Dari hati kini kusadari
TAK semestinya aku berkasih.Jika hati tak dapat berbagi
baiknya rasa itu tersimpan dalam. :)



P/S: i.am.sorry.

Tuesday, May 29, 2012

Besi.

Uwaarghhhh!!! Semalam pi jumpa dentist akhirnya after 2 months skip the appointment! Gahhh! abis di-uli baek punya dek Doktor gigi-gigi ku. :(((

Gigi diketatkan mcm esk nk kiamat je aku rase. SAKITLAH KOTZ! *Padanlah dgn muka aku pon kan?* wawawawa. Doktor pi tambah this 'Spring-roll' plak kat gigi bawah ineh. SUMPAH ketat-tegang-Sakit nak mati now.

Haih. tu lah aku mals nk pi monthly check-up. Kompom sakit camni yg aku dpt every-month. NICE job Doctor :))


P/S: Oh btw, its Blue in color for June :)

Friday, May 25, 2012

Dugaan.

Salam Rejab semua. Sekejap je masa pergi berlalu camtu je. Sedar2 dah setengah tahun 2012 Kita jelajahi. Syukur & Redha segala yg berlaku selama 6 Bulan yg lalu.

Rejab menyambut Aku dgn secebis usikkan 'Dugaan' lagi.Sabtu lepas (19 may) Nenek Aku kejarkan ke Kecemasan PPUM buat yg ke berapa kalinya. Bak rumah ke-2 bg kami sekeluarga. Dari jam 2ptg menjangkau hingga ke 11:30 mlm Aku temankan nenek Di wad Trauma. Nenek dah Ada 'Bedsore' agak kritikal dek kerana asyik terbaring di katil terlantar uzur.

Menunggu Di wad Kecemasan & Trauma Aku Sudah biasa. Namun Kali ini, adalah yg paling lama & mencabar.
Sepanjang menunggu Doktor Pakar Tulang & Kulit datang, bermcm2 ragam manusia Aku lihat sedang menahan sakit diduga Ilahi.

Mana yg kemalangan, strok, asthma,& mcm2 lg. Namun satu pesakit ini berjaya mencuri perhatian seluruh warga wad Trauma ini. SEBAB? ;) hummm 1) muka ala2 Aqashah. Yup, hensome & tegap orgnye. 2) Muda belia, umur baru 22thn & 3) Dia GILA.

Yeah. Syg sekali dia Sudah hilang kewarasan diri. Di ikat selang satu katil dari katil nenek dirawat. Meronta minta dilepaskan atau lg mudah, "abisan Aku terus suster" tepat sekali. Dia Dari seberang, Malang Indonesia. Sinonim dgn tempat asalnya. Memang dia malang sekali.

Sedetik timbul rasa sebak & kesian yg tak dpt Aku gambarkan. Ada juga kata hati nakal berkata2, " muka hensem tapi gila, ish kesian" Tapi mmg kenyataannya begitu. Dah dasar wartawan, Aku sebok mak joyah nak tau apa dah terjadi pada mamat yg malang ini.

Kakak nurse kata, dia super stressed & Cuba bunuh diri kekaseh dicintai pergi jauh meninggalkannya. dan pesanan Dokter yg lalu lalang di situ padaku, "Biarlah sakit AIDS sekalipon asalkan waras, JANGAN sampai kita GILA.Takde ubatnye" Baeklah. Minta dijauhkan *Choyyyy*

Cut it short, Nenek was admitted at 11.30PM ye. Lemau seharian dlm Wad Trauma tu. Dengan mcm2 perangai manusia aku tgk. Syukur Nenek tak ada komplikasi yang lain. Abah dtg at about 12am in morn tuk jaga Nenek that night & Subuh esk Aku dtg ganti jaga seharian kembali.

Nak di jadikan cerita, Malam Ahad tu lepas balik dr PPUM aku plak di serang Gastrik @_@ haih. &&& THE WORST eva! Muntah2 mcm dah nk mati dah rasenye. Humm lupa nk makan asyik jaga nenek yg sakit.
Thank GOD i have my darlin lil' bro & Abah at home with me *Mak kat PPUM plak jaga nenek*
So, at 2:00am they sent me to Klinik Idzham & yeah the Doctor said, 'U officially GASTRITIS'  Nicelah :)

Got the Meds,Got the MC home Zzzz.

So there u go, Dugaan Sang Rajab buat Aku sekeluarga. Tho its normal for us, it does bite sometimes.
Seperti biasa Redha & Keep on going :)




P/s: Nenek is in recovery.Home already Alhamdulillah & My Gastritis? ok kot :)


Sunday, May 13, 2012

ICU @_@

My kekaseh kechentaan yg tersgt disayangi now in ICU- TENAT! ;(


We've been 6th years together. Sweet & Sour memories is all nicely placed with him. Gosh! I dunno how am I supposed to live without him if he really GONE?! all gone all gone.NO!


Prayin hard that he will be back on track soonest! coz I can't barely blogging forever with my iPhone u know? I need him badly! yeah, I need u my dearest Mr. Patrick! come back home ASAP please!














p/s: Btw,Mr. Patrick is my baby Lappie
;) he is terribly SICK cause of his 'MotherFatherWuthever' Board crash boom bang! Pfffffff

Saturday, May 12, 2012

Ho to the La!

Testing! Testing! just downloaded the Blogger apps to my ipong! hope it's gonna work ;)

Wednesday, May 9, 2012

WORD.

No More.








I no longer believed in the idea of soul mates, or love at the first sight. But i was beginning to believe that a very few times in your life, if you are lucky, you might meet someone who was exactly right for you. Not because he was perfect, or because you were, but because your combined flaws were arranged in a way that allowed two separate beings to hinge together.







HAP to the PY! :)

STFO.





Depression is not an act. Eating disorder aren't simply adolescent phases. Suicide isn't an escape route for cowards. Homosexuality isn't a disease. Self-Harming is not a cry for attention. STOP acting like you know everything. Truth is? You don't know SHIT.

Monday, May 7, 2012

Snow The Ball.


So he said what's the problem baby.What's the problem I don't know.Well maybe I'm in love.
Think about it every time.I think about it.Can't stop thinking 'bout it.
How much longer will it take to cure this.Just to cure it cause I can't ignore it if it's love.
Makes me wanna turn around and face me but I don't know nothing 'bout love.
Come on, Turn a little faster.Come on come on.The world will follow after.Come on, 
Cause everybody's after love.

So I said I'm a snowball running.Running down into the spring that's coming all this love.
Melting under blue skies.Belting out sunlight.Shimmering love.
Uh baby I surrender.To the strawberry ice cream.Never ever end your all this love
Well I didn't mean you do it.But there's no escaping your love.
These lines of lightning.Mean we're never alone,Never alone, no, no.

Come on,Move a little closer.Come on,I want to hear you whisper.Come on, 
Settle down inside my love.Come on,Jump a little higher.Come on,If you feel a little lighter
Come on, We were once Upon a time in lov.

We're accidentally in love.

ssiM

Aku.RINDU.KAU&DIA.

Wednesday, April 18, 2012

Hey! Ho!


Assalamualaikum & Hello Baybeh! Meowwww

Am back for more carutanz people :) Jyeah!

For the time being, selak-selak je lah carutan yg lepas2 tu ye. hehe The new sessions of my carutanz will be here soon :) 

See yah!

Thursday, February 2, 2012

Wednesday, November 23, 2011

Monday, November 14, 2011

LEARNED.

(This text, which I found on the Internet, is attributed to me . I did not write it, but I think worth reproducing here)

I’ve learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved. The rest is up to them;


I’ve learned that no matter how much I care, some people just don’t care back;


I’ve learned that it takes years to build up trust, and only seconds to destroy it.


I’ve learned that you can get by on charm, for about fifteen minutes. After that, you’d better know something;


I’ve learned that either you control your attitude or it controls you.


I’ve learned that no matter how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades and there had better be something else to take it’s place.


I’ve learned that sometimes the people you expect to kick you when you’re downhill are the ones to help you get back up.


I’ve learned that sometimes when I’m angry I have the right to be angry.


I’ve learned that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love.


I’ve learned that just because someone doesn’t love you the way you want them to doesn’t mean that they don’t love you with all they have.


I’ve learned that maturity had more to do with what types of experiences you’ve had and what you’ve learned from them and less to do with how many birthdays you’ve celebrated.


I’ve learned that your family won’t always be there for you.


I’ve learned that no matter how good a friend is, they’re going to hurt you every once in a while.


I’ve learned that it isn’t always enough to be forgiven by others. Sometimes you have to forgive yourself.


I’ve learned that no matter how bad your heart is broken, the world doesn’t stop for your grief.


I’ve learned that our background and circumstances may have influenced who we are, but we are responsible for who we become.


I’ve learned that just because two people argue, it doesn’t mean they don’t love each other. And just because they don’t argue, it doesn’t mean they do.


I’ve learned that we don’t have to change friends if we understand that friends change.


I’ve learned that two people can look at the exact same thing and see something totally different.


I’ve learned that no matter how you try to protect your children, they will eventually get hurt and you will get hurt in the process.


I’ve learned that your life can be changed in a matter of hours by people who don’t even know you.


I’ve learned that it’s hard to determine where to draw the line between being nice and not hurting people’s feelings and standing up for what you believe.


(Source-PCBlogs)

Maksud itu.



Surah Al-Fatihah






Terjemahan:
(1) Dengan menyebut nama Allah Yang Maha Pemurah lagi Maha Penyayang. (2) Segala puji bagi Allah, Tuhan semesta alam, (3) Maha Pemurah lagi Maha Penyayang, (4) Yang menguasai hari pembalasan. (5) Hanya kepada Engkaulah kami menyembah dan hanya kepada Engkaulah kami mohon pertolongan (6) Tunjukilah kami jalan yang lurus, (7) (yaitu) jalan orang-orang yang telah Engkau anugerahkan nikmat kepada mereka, bukan (jalan) mereka yang dimurkai dan bukan (pula jalan) mereka yang sesat.


Ayatul Kursi


Terjemahan;
Allah, tidak ada Tuhan (yang berhak disembah) melainkan Dia Yang Hidup kekal lagi terus menerus mengurus (makhluk-Nya), tidak mengantuk dan tidak tidur. Kepunyaan-Nya apa yang di langit dan di bumi. Tiada yang dapat memberi syafaat di sisi Allah tanpa izin-Nya. Allah mengetahui apa-apa yang di hadapan mereka dan di belakang mereka, dan mereka tidak mengetahui apa-apa dari ilmu Allah melainkan apa yang dikehendaki-Nya. Kursi Allah meliputi langit dan bumi. Dan Allah tidak merasa berat memelihara keduanya, dan Allah Maha Tinggi lagi Maha Besar. (Surah Al-Baqarah ayat 255)

Berabuklah!

Assalamualaikomz Yallz! uhuk! uhuk! habuk siot sini sane Blog nih! haha kanz? dah berkurun kot x terusik sepatah harem. BZ *KATANYEH* Ehe ;p

Nwayz, ni sesaje gatai nk mencarut sepatah dua kata coz tggu jln jam nak balik ;p
Tgklah kekalau mek tetibe rajin nak mencarutz kembali pasni kan? hehe
Oklah. Today x dak sgt idea. *Banyak sebenarnye nk dimuntahkan but err nntlah dulu yer.








Till then! Slamat Sejahtera Yallz. :)

Saturday, June 25, 2011

Dugongs!

Yippie yiyayeyyyy! am officially a certified DUGONGS now! hehe :P
Dream come true ohh! now aktivitas ke pulau-pulau akan lebih bermakna bila aku dpt 'menjunam' ke isi perot laot! voottt voottt.


Syukur.

Alien.