RIMASlah.

SEMUAnye merimaskan saye skang.

kau, kamu, dia, semuanya adalah SAMA.

shuhhhhhhh STFO!!!!

LOST.

-If you’re lost and confused, I hope this helps ... :)-

Allah yang maha Pemurah

Terima kasih kerana Engkau telah ciptakan dia

Dan mempertemukan aku dengannya

Terima kasih untuk saat-saat indah yang dapat kami nikmati bersama

Terima kasih untuk setiap pertemuaan yang kami lalui bersama

Aku berdoa pada Mu, sucikan hatiku ya Allah

Sehingga dapat melaksanakan kehendak dan rencana Mu dalam hidupku

Ya Allah,

Jika dia bukan pemilik tulang rusukku

Jangan biarkan dia melabuhkan hatinya dihatiku

Kikislah pesonanya dari pelusuk mataku

Jauhkan dia dari relung hatiku

Gantilah damba kerinduaan

Dan cinta yang bersemayam didada ini dengan kasih dari Mu yang tulus murni

Dan tolonglah aku agar dapat mengasihinya sebagai sahabat

Tapi jika Kau ciptakan dia untukku Ya Allah,

Satukanlah hati kami

Bantulah aku mencintai, mengerti dan menerimanya seutuhnya

Berikan satu kesabaran, ketekunan dan kesungguhan untuk menenangkan hatinya

Redhai dia agar dia juga mencintai, mengerti dan menerima aku

Dengan segala kelebihan dan kekurangan sebagaimana yang telah Kau ciptakan

Yakinkanlah dia bahawa aku sungguh-sunguh mencintainya

TQ ShyQ for the Notes :) * akan bace ari2 AMIN! :)*

Ya Allah,

Maha pengasih dengarkanlah doaku ini

Allah yang Maha kekal, aku mengerti bahawa Engkau sentiasa memberi yang terbaik untukku

Luka dan keraguaan yang ku alami pasti ada hikmahnya

Semua ini mengajar aku untuk hidup lebih dekat pada Mu

Untuk lebih peka terhadap suara Mu yang membimbing aku menuju tentang Mu

Ajarkan aku untuk tetap setia dan bersabar menanti saatnya yang Engkau tentukan

Amin Amin Amin.

TQ Shyq :)

Ohh

it.

if pain must come, may it come quickly. because i have a life to live, and i need to live it in the best possible. if he has to make a choice, may he make it now. then i will either wait for him or forget him. waiting is painful. forgetting is painful. but not knowing which to do is the worst kind of suffering.PC

*Gasp*

Need is what i NEED.

Nuttin much today. Still struggling with this stoopid stuffy-runny nose! haih. i swear if i can juz take it off & wash it clean! Pffff!

Anyhoo, balik lambat arini siapkan proposal for next year program & surprisingly done in an hour! heh terror tak i? *ceh angkat bakol* haha dah kalau buat 8 page je apenye yg nak stay sampai tgh malam kan? :P *Work smart baybeh* ;P

Other than that-it was 'him' :) there. Tho i was not the chosen one *well-i-dunno & honestly i dun care* he will always there not everytime but there is always a 'sumtimes' for us. For this litle 'gift' *maybe?*

Dear YOU.

BAD or GOOD

WRONG or RIGHT

i juz wanna say it OUT LOUD and will always say,

U are the BEST mistake i ever made.

Really.

Oh ohh! TQ for being weird for making me feel really weird :)

***err pardon me for being 'jiwangs karatz' for a seconds hehe***

DUGAAN.

ASTAGFIRULLAALAZIMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM!

Dah seminggu cuaca PANAS+TERIK+MENDIDIH! tak henggat nih hummm ;((((

Demam Selsema + Batuk dah dekat seminggu jugak tak kebah2 ni. haih.

Harini dah masok kali ke-3 kali sesi melawat Klinik di opiz tuh.hummm agak2nye aku kena telan obat gegat or ubat nyamoklah baru okeh tekak & idung yg tersumbat ni.PENATLAH! bernapas dgn mulot tiap2 malam. SESAK! huh.

Dahlah idung cam paip tersumbat, cuaca SANGATlah mulia wawawaaaaa dah naik mendidih satu badan berasap tido setiap malam nih. Bilik dah cam oven SUMPAH tak tahan wawawaaa ;(

Teguklah berkawah-kawah 100plus nak ilangkan panas demam kunun-tak lut punye kalau bilik cam oven berbahangnye.

Haaaa, lagi best arini ditambah pula dengan kehadiran" Yang Amat Mulia Kepecahan Cik Ovari" yang amat dikasehi- Ya, TETIBE plaks dah bendera merah tgh2 selsema + cuaca panas camni adalah sangat-sangat-sangat PERFECTO. *Sumpah nak nangis*

apa lagi nak buat? DIAM & SABAR.

DUGAAN MAHA ESA. SYUKUR-REDHA saye terima seadanya Ya Tuhan.

Sesungguhnya Tuhan, aku RINDUkan air HUJANMU ;((((

saikoz!

i think u NEED to get some treatment.

Like SERIOUSLY.REALLY.

SebelasMinit.

I’ve met a man and fallen in love with him.

I allowed myself to fall in love for one simple reason: I’m not expecting anything to come of it.

I know that, in three months’ time, I’ll be far away and he’ll be just a memory, but I couldn’t stand living without love any longer; I had reached my limit…

Generally speaking, these meetings occur when we reach a limit, when we need to die and be reborn emotionally. These meeting are waiting for us, but more often than not, we avoid them happening. If we are desperate, though, if we have nothing to lose, or if we are full of enthusiasm for life, then the unknown reveals itself, and our universe changes directions.

Bila.

Bila takde CARI.

Bila TAK NAK datang pulak.

Bila dah ada, RAMAI plak yang menyusur menyebok.

Bila tengah BUSAN sekor pon tak nampak.

Bila dah syok melayan dan dilayan TETIBA buat emergency break! babee.

Bila dah cam OK je KOMPOM penyakit TAKOT & MALU sure melekat kat sekor-sekor.Pffff

Bila nak serius, SURE takde yang take it seriously.Cam taik.

Bila duk DIAM kang dtglah balik SEMUA.

Bila NAK betol-betol sekor-sekor main tarik tali plak.

SO, Bila AKU pulak dah FEDUP- ai kate -PEGI-LA-MATI-SEMUA.

Sekian dan selamat beramal-lah SGT.

overall-semua cam HARAM J.

MateSoul.

"PC-I’m in my fourth marriage. I’ve been married with three people that I really loved and I’m sure they loved me, but somehow our marriage didn’t work out together, so they left, I left, and now everybody is happy. Then I met Christina and we’ve been together for 30 years."

Sometimes it takes a lot of risks, because we’re in LOVE with someone, we’re not happy and we know that there is someone out there who is connected to us but we don’t take the RISKS. Sometimes we are with our soulmates but we don’t "recognize."

****

I like to believe that a soulmate is someone that you have a deep connection with on every level. It can be between a male to male, male to female or female to female. No barriers to age, sex, gender, race or relations. BUT, personally to me, I believe that there is such a soul-mate for all human-beings. A significant other that when together is in Totality. Wholesome. Indestructible. Ying and Yang. One soul-mate for each of us. It is with someone who you are deeply connected with; spiritually, mentally and physically. An important elemental triad. There is no doubts in your ‘being’ together as one or when you are separated momentarily as individuals. You both know in that instance you are the “other half”. I think in that present moment of ‘knowing’ and bonding you realise you both have found each other. Am I right or wrong, I wouldn’t be certain.. all I know is that you will know. And ONLY YOU will know.***

-Euglena-http://paulocoelhoblog.com/2009/07/06/soulmates/

i do BELIEVE in SOULMATE. Yes, i do.

Naklah!

Ok, Saye nank buat pengumunan bahawasanye saye Nor Fariza Kamarulzaman nak KAWEN tahun ni. SERIUS. SERIUS la weyyyyy. Tapi tulah. SEMUAnya ade penyakit ni iaitu- "LEMBAB"

Sekian Terima Kasehlah ye.

***HAHA TAK LEH BLAH DOH. Pffffff :P

TUHAN Pliz :)

Redanglah!

The Fish welcome us with LOVE! Subahanallah :)

Uweeeee! Syukur Alhamdulillah tercapai jugak impian aku nak berendam di PULAU REDANG! uhuuuuuuu! BEST gile BEST! BEST! BEST!

This is my 1st time in Redang & the 1st time road trip with my gegelz & my 1st time jugak drove all the way to Terengganu yo! hehe Super-HAPPY :D

Syukur semuanye berjalan lanchor.Amin * walaupon ade 2-3 diganggu 'bende2' yg kebetulan lalu-lalang di Karak + Cherating :) samapi Emmy & Shyq menagislah ternampak 'Pakcik x de muke?' humm scary. Naseb aku bau wangi je,but STILL nerves la kot! pfff tak suke.tak suke.

but again tulah pengalaman rite? so, buat dunno sudeh.

OMGeez! Redang adalah SUPERB santek okeh! * PENGSAN 8 juta kali!* i've been to various Island before *Manukan/Sapi/Mamutik/Pangkor/Langkawi/Mauritius/Great Barrier Reef* but never ever cross my mind that Redang wud be this cantek. hai sumpah ter-angau2 disane. Syukur padaNYA coz melancarkan perjalanan kami kesana & beri peluang melihat semua kecantikkan alam ciptaan-NYA diatas & didasar lautan. Sgt2 mengagumkanlah.

So! here some pixcaz i wanna share with u guys! and of coz, Redangku Sayang, i'll BE BACK!!! :D

Blue Spotted Ray :)

X'Mas Coral.

Rare Starfish huh? but canteklah.

Hai! Mr. Belutz :P

Sea Fan yg memukau.

Spot da' not? ;p

will be back!

inorite.

I'm tired of feeling bad.

I'd rather feel nothing.

It's better, it's easier.

Toko Buku.

Lately saye selalu je menerjah masok ke toko-toko buku * skema bunyiknye* hehe ;p

ye ye MPH, POPULAR, Gerai buku tepi jalan, mane2 je lah kan yg ade namanye buku.

Dulu time skolah pon selalu gak jadikan MPH tempat lepak bace buku free heh :P

selain suke membelek2 buku yg sedia ade sebenarnye suke je BERANGAN feeling2 terjumpe kekaseh or jodoh disane hahaha like Pfffffffffff~! kan? ;p yah yah mampos tak layan tau.

But its true, itulah angan2 mat jenin saye setiap kali melangkah masok ke kedai buku.

Berangan berebut bukulah-berangan mamat tu terlanggar saye tgh asyik bace bukulah-berangan nak capai buku tak sampai si jejaka sudi tolong amikkan.wah wah wahhhhh angan tak sudeh!

hahaha :P

Tapi kalau betol alangkah syioknyeh! hehe :P

*hummm esk nak pi Borders lak lah.LOL

Penatlah.

Shooting whole day.

dpt plak respondent BEST sgt! arghhhhhhhhhhhh

dah la tu 1st day "Bulan Mengambang" syiok sgt rasenye.

shooting bertemankan matahari mmg satu bende yg saye amat cintai.la SGT!

humm naseb baek ade teddy bear called buat saye happy heeeee :D

TQ u :)

Tah.

Tah.

Tak Tau.

CONFUSED.

Penatlah.

Pfffffffffffffffffffffff~!

Malaz.Malaz.Malaz nak pikir. Bai.

mimpi oh mimpi

Percaya mimpi? well, i hv doubts about it. all i know is its so disturbing & annoying.huhh.

WHY? bcoz recently i've been facing a few quite disturbing dreamt-lah yang berjaya membuatkan aku rase sunggoh tidak keruan. Sunggoh tah-ape-ape-berperasaan begitu.

Orang-orang kata MIMPI tu 'mainan tido' ade sesetengah para ulamak menyatakan 'ianya mungkin PETANDA or ALAMAT' and of croz the most famous one is-SETAN! haa tulah sape suh tak basuh kaki & bace kursi sebelom tido!-KATAKAU.

Haih, naik rimas memikirkan sebenarnye *TAK NAK PIKIR pon sebenarnye* but knowing that the previous 2-3 dreams i dreamt about others is a 'PETANDA' which secara "KEBETULAN" adalah BENAR membuatkan aku rase sgt-sgt-sgt tidak selesa sedikit.Yup.

Tak kesahlah, ape pon perihal MIMPI ni-HANYA TUHAN yang MAHA TAHU bukan? so? if nak 'Terjadi' keatas aku seperti yg diwar-warkan para sahabat berpengalaman dan melalui tulisan-tulisan buku 'Ensiklopedia Tafsir Mimpi menurut tradisi islam' (Ye, saye membeli buku ini untuk lebih memahami erti setiap mimpi dan mencari kepastian), kalau sudah tertulis begitu-biarlah. apalah sgt yg saye mampu lakukan? kan? Hanya berdoa agar dijauhkan segala musibah & dilindungi-NYA sentiasa. AMIN :)

***P/S: SGT berharap MIMPI-hanyalah sekadar mainan tidur.

HATE!

10 things I hate about you.

I hate the way you talk to me,

and the way you cut your hair.

I hate the way you drive my car,

I hate it when you stare.

I hate your big dumb combat boots

and the way you read my mind.

I hate you so much it makes me sick,

it even makes me rhyme.

I hate the way you’re always right,

I hate it when you lie.

I hate it when you make me laugh,

even worse when you make me cry.

I hate it when you’re not around,

and the fact that you didn’t call.

But mostly I hate the way I don’t hate you,

not even close…

not even a little bit…

not even at all.

I HATE U.Really.

TRUEohh.

Dear YOU, LISTEN.





just to have somebody by my side.Is that so hard?


Maybe.

CINTA.

Regret.

I don't regret the painful times; I bare my scars as if they were medals. I know that freedom has a high price, as high as that of slavery; the only difference is that you pay with pleasure and a smile, even when that smile is dimmed by tears

PC.TZR.

wutta nite!

Lokasi: Alsafa Club

Aktivitas:-

*Keluh kesah si emmy -kompius katenyehhhhh.

*lepas gian sheeshaaaaa-pening-ting tong

*TIBTIBMUN Black Maria HAUS-minyak xde.haih. 1st time aku lupa nk kasi dia minom.Bley?

*berlengang konkang ke esso beli minyak. naseblah dekat kan kan an?

* NAseb jugak BULAN sgt cantek!

*CLOSINGnye:-sgt penat sgt penat.sgt penattttttt

Morals.

A little bird was flying south for the Winter. It was so cold the bird froze and fell to the ground into a large field.

While he was lying there, a cow came by and dropped some dung on him.
As the frozen bird lay there in the pile of cow dung, he began to realize how warm he was.

The dung was actually thawing him out!
He lay there all warm and happy, and soon began to sing for joy.

A passing cat heard the bird singing and came to investigate. Following the sound, the cat discovered the bird under the pile of cow dung, and promptly dug him out and ate him.

Morals of the story:
(1) Not everyone who shits on you is your enemy.
(2) Not everyone who gets you out of shit is your friend.
(3) And when you're in deep shit, it's best to keep your mouth shut!

***Right.Haih.

OhBoy!

His Best Friend: What happened?

Boy: She’s just too much for me.

His Best Friend: What makes you say that? What did she do wrong?

Boy: Well, for one.. She only cared about her appearance. Always had to look good, always took forever to get dressed! So insecure..

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she wanted to keep your eyes locked on her? She wanted you to see that you have the prettiest girl under your sleeve and not think otherwise? I see..

Boy: Oh.. Well.. She’d often call me or text me asking where I am, who I’m with, telling me not to smoke, not to drink. She’s so clingy!

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she cares about your well being? Because she cares about you a lot? And her greatest fear is losing you. I see..

Boy: But.. Uhh.. Well, she’d always cry when I say something slightly mean. She can’t handle anything. She’s a crybaby!

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she has feelings? And because she just wanted to hear you say you love her? I see..

Boy: I.. Well! You know, she’d get jealous easily. I could barely talk to other girls! She’s so annoying! I had to hide it from her.

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she just wanted you to commit to her? She thought you were faithful, but you lied so she could find out later and hurt even more? She just wanted the guy she loves the most to love only her. I see..

Boy: Well, she..

His Best Friend: You broke up with her because she’s good for you? She just wanted the best for you? She’s broken now because you were selfish. Are you proud?

Boy: I broke her heart.. Because I couldn’t see what was happening.. What happened to me?

His Best Friend: You lost the girl that loved you like no one else could. You didn’t want her when all she ever wanted was you. THAT’S what I see

***Psttt! Lotsa IDIOTZ like this out there.Beware :)

DOA.

Waktu-Waktu Mustajab untuk Berdoa.

1. Ketika hujan.

2. Hendak memulakan solat dan selepas solat.

3. Ketika menghadapi musuh dalam peperangan.

Sabda Rasulullah s.a.w. yang bermaksud: “Berdoalah saat doa itu diperkenankan Allah iaitu pada saat bertemu tentera-tentera (berperang), ketika hendak mendirikan sembahyang dan ketika turunnya hujan.” (Hadis mursal yang diriwayatkan oleh Imam al-Nawawi dalam Kitab al-Azkar)

4. Antara azan dan iqamat.

Rasulullah s.a.w. bersabda yang bermaksud: “Tidak ditolak doa yang dimohonkan antara azan dan iqamat.” (Riwayat al-Tirmizi)

5. Ketika iktidal yang akhir dalam solat.

6. Ketika sujud dalam solat.

7. Ketika khatam al-Quran (30 juzuk).

8. Sepanjang malam, terutamanya pada sepertiga yang akhir dan pada waktu sahur.

9. Sepanjang hari Jumaat.

Kerana mengharapkan bertemu dengan saat ijabah (saat diperkenankan doa) yang terletak antara terbit fajar hingga terbenam matahari pada hari Jumaat.

10. Antara waktu Zuhur dan Asar dan antara Asar dan Maghrib.

Credit to: FB Ustaz Zahazan. TQ for sharing.

Wish.

Yes, my mind was wandering. I wished I were there with someone who could bring peace to my heart someone with whom I could spend a little time without being afraid that i would lose him the next day. With that reassurance, the time would pass more slowly. We could be silent for a while because we'd know we had the rest of our lives together for conversation. I wouldn't have to worry about serious matters, about difficult decisions and hard words.

Yeah, i wish.





— Paulo Coelho (By the River Piedra I Sat Down and Wept)

Fall.

A fall from the third floor hurts as much as a fall from the hundredth.
If I have to fall, may it be from a high place.
So i wont feel anything at all.

Up!

It's 'bout as bad as it could be
Seems everybody's buggin' me
Like nothing wants to go my way--
yeah, it just ain't been my day
Nothin's comin' easily

Even my skin is acting weird
I wish that I could grow a beard
Then I could cover up my spots
not play connect the dots
I just wanna disappear

Up--up--up--
Can only go up from here
Up--up--up--Up
where the clouds gonna clear
Up--up--up--
There's no way but up from here

Even something as simple as
Forgettin' to fill up on gas
There ain't no explanation why--
things like that can make you cry
Just gotta learn to have a laugh

Oh yeah, yeah, yeah...

When everything is goin' wrong
Don't worry, it won't last for long
Yeah, it's all gonna come around
Don't go let it get you down
You gotta keep on holding on

It's 'bout as bad as it could be
Seems everybody's buggin' me
Like nothing want to go my way--
yeah, it just ain't been my day
Nothin's comin' easily

F.U!

You and me, we have an opportunity.And we could make it something really cool.But you, you think I'm not that kind of girl.I'm here to tell you baby, I know how to rock your world.Don't think that I'm not strong.I'm the one to take you on.

Don't underestimate me boy.I'll make you sorry you were born.You don't know me.

The way you really should.You sure misunderstood.Dont' call me baby.You got some nerve, and baby that'll never do.You know I don't belong t o you.It's time you knew I'm not your baby.I belong to me, so? Don't call me baby.Behind my smile is my IQ.I must admit, this does not sit, with the likes of you.You're really sweet

Mmm, you're really nice.But didn't mama ever tell you not to play with fire?