Sunday, January 27, 2013
Dadah oh Dadah
I'm starting to lose My lovely Voice & the coughing is killing me every seconds. Feels like My chest is gonna explode! Gahhh. Sabar dgn ujian & Alhamdulillah dipilih utk menghapus dosa kecil.In Shaa Allah.
Well,hopefully boleh sehatlah mggu depan. Banyak keje menanti ni. And i cannot affords to be sick like this when My Production already started. NO WAY. Oh Tolong Tuhan, sembuh kan aku. Ampunkan dosa-dosa ku. I need the energatic me back to runs My Production smoothly.Amin.
Thursday, January 24, 2013
Monday, January 21, 2013
The Lemon taste Lemon.
Yes,i am REDHA.Swear, i really do. But yah i'm just a normal Human being tho. I deserved to be a liltle bit down & 10% sad kan? kan? of cause.So i be it.
Come to think of it, i'm pretty sure there's a huge Hikmah behind all these unwanted gift i recieved today.Whatever it is, i am so grateful for everything i have. Alhamdulillah.
Ps: oh Hello to the Mr. obstacle. Miss me alot innit? Welcome back! *pfff*
It's Freaking Monday? F.
Monday ALWAYS been blame for all of us being so darn BLUES.Kesian.Hari ISNIN itu tidak salah langsung. But our mentality & surroundings yang buat Si Isnin sangat berdosa.
I think this is actually my 1st entry for 2013 yang i really feels like mencarut a bit haha.Funny.No, it's NOT.Serius tak? Serius Tak? LOL.Anyhoo peeps! how's your days so far? is 2013 treatin u good? Hope so.Mine? humm so-so lah but it was great so far.Alhamdulillah.
I know its a little too late to sum about 2012 but ah what-the-heck lah kan? Well, My 2012 has been SUPER-DUPER CHAOTIC & Challenging indeed. I lost my beloved GrandMomma June last year.Yeup.It was uber devastating moment ever. Been bashing with lots of ups & DOWN with life,family,love,sickening do's & Don't throughout the year nearly making me insane actually. But again that is LIFE innit? and the best part is? i SURVIVED yo! Amin.
Oklah, my mind was wondering around today. Wasn't in the purely center to even warm up with tons of works.SEBAB? 1) Mondaylah (cliche aight?) 2) MASA itu sudah mai lah huhu = The Devil Mr.Appraisal Gah! Expect nothing.That is the best solution. Redha & bersyukur rezeki apa yang dapat gitu.BAiklah. *Saiko diri*
Whatever u do people, LISTEN LISTEN LISTEN to this,
"You can NEVER progress if you are letting things that don't deserve your attention continue to bring you DOWN"
Be Good & Have a nice day ahead.
Friday, January 18, 2013
3102
And tomorrow, when the sun rises, all you have to say to yourself is:
i am going to think of this day as the first day of my life.
I will look on the members of my family with surprise and amazement, glad to discover that they are by my side, silently sharing that little understood thing called LOVE.
Sunday, January 13, 2013
Dessert is My Middle name.
Tuesday, September 25, 2012
It.Was.U.All.These.While.
Didn't they say that I would make a mistake .Didn't they say you were gonna be trouble
People told me you were too much to take .I couldn't see it I didn't want to know .I let you in and you let me down .You messed me up and you turned my life around .You left me feeling I had nowhere to go.
I was alone how was I to know that?
You'd be there when I needed somebody .You'd be there the only one who could help me.I had a picture of you in my mind .Never knew it could be so wrong .Why'd it take me so long just to find
The friend that was there all along? *Sighs*
Who'd believe that after all we've been through .I'd be able to put my trust in you .Goes to show you can forgive and forget .Looking back I have no regrets 'cause .You'd be there, when I needed somebody.
You'd be there, the only one who could help me. Maybe.
Mana.
Lelaki Suami
Pandai sungguh bermanis kata
Yang penting bukan puisimu
Lebih penting mana usahamu
Lelaki bukan kelas pertama
Kalau tak kawal marahnya
Jangan suka menghina
Padahal kita hamba Allah semuanya
Jangan sunyi bila seorang
Kawal nafsu dan malulah pada Allah setiap masa
Santuni dan hargai jangan perempuan sahaja
Santuni dan hargai saudara lelakimu jua
Lelaki jadi suami bukan kuli bergaji
Disuruh beli itu dan ini
Tawadhuk dan tunduklah nafsumu
Beli saja yang perlu
Perempuan itu mulia
selagi taat pada suaminya
Lelaki itu mulia
selagi soleh dan adil pimpinnya
Jangan masa baru kahwin
Isteri puji suami pemimpin adil
Tapi bila suami minta poligami
Isteri kata "laki aku tak pernah adil"
Isteri taat bila penting agama dari cinta
Suami adil bila buat apa pun niat kerana agama
Suami isteri bahagia bawa ke syurga
Bila kaki tak taruk ke muka
Bila pinggan mangkuk tak terbang semuanya
IBN MUKHTAR.
13 Sept 2012
Saturday, July 28, 2012
Friday, June 8, 2012
Matter.
Being the richest man in the cemetery doesn't matter to me. Going to bed at night saying we've done something wonderful, that's what matters to me.
-SJ-
Monday, June 4, 2012
Pray.
-Keep Calm & Sabar-
Saturday, June 2, 2012
Fragile.
Wednesday, May 30, 2012
iTu.Ingkar
semestinya aku berbalas.
baiknya rasa itu tersimpan dalam.
oh maafkan jika
semua ini yg kuberikan untukmu.
TAK semestinya aku berkasih.Jika hati tak dapat berbagi
baiknya rasa itu tersimpan dalam. :)
Tuesday, May 29, 2012
Besi.
Gigi diketatkan mcm esk nk kiamat je aku rase. SAKITLAH KOTZ! *Padanlah dgn muka aku pon kan?* wawawawa. Doktor pi tambah this 'Spring-roll' plak kat gigi bawah ineh. SUMPAH ketat-tegang-Sakit nak mati now.
Haih. tu lah aku mals nk pi monthly check-up. Kompom sakit camni yg aku dpt every-month. NICE job Doctor :))
P/S: Oh btw, its Blue in color for June :)
Friday, May 25, 2012
Dugaan.
Rejab menyambut Aku dgn secebis usikkan 'Dugaan' lagi.Sabtu lepas (19 may) Nenek Aku kejarkan ke Kecemasan PPUM buat yg ke berapa kalinya. Bak rumah ke-2 bg kami sekeluarga. Dari jam 2ptg menjangkau hingga ke 11:30 mlm Aku temankan nenek Di wad Trauma. Nenek dah Ada 'Bedsore' agak kritikal dek kerana asyik terbaring di katil terlantar uzur.
Menunggu Di wad Kecemasan & Trauma Aku Sudah biasa. Namun Kali ini, adalah yg paling lama & mencabar.
Sepanjang menunggu Doktor Pakar Tulang & Kulit datang, bermcm2 ragam manusia Aku lihat sedang menahan sakit diduga Ilahi.
Mana yg kemalangan, strok, asthma,& mcm2 lg. Namun satu pesakit ini berjaya mencuri perhatian seluruh warga wad Trauma ini. SEBAB? ;) hummm 1) muka ala2 Aqashah. Yup, hensome & tegap orgnye. 2) Muda belia, umur baru 22thn & 3) Dia GILA.
Yeah. Syg sekali dia Sudah hilang kewarasan diri. Di ikat selang satu katil dari katil nenek dirawat. Meronta minta dilepaskan atau lg mudah, "abisan Aku terus suster" tepat sekali. Dia Dari seberang, Malang Indonesia. Sinonim dgn tempat asalnya. Memang dia malang sekali.
Sedetik timbul rasa sebak & kesian yg tak dpt Aku gambarkan. Ada juga kata hati nakal berkata2, " muka hensem tapi gila, ish kesian" Tapi mmg kenyataannya begitu. Dah dasar wartawan, Aku sebok mak joyah nak tau apa dah terjadi pada mamat yg malang ini.
Kakak nurse kata, dia super stressed & Cuba bunuh diri kekaseh dicintai pergi jauh meninggalkannya. dan pesanan Dokter yg lalu lalang di situ padaku, "Biarlah sakit AIDS sekalipon asalkan waras, JANGAN sampai kita GILA.Takde ubatnye" Baeklah. Minta dijauhkan *Choyyyy*
Cut it short, Nenek was admitted at 11.30PM ye. Lemau seharian dlm Wad Trauma tu. Dengan mcm2 perangai manusia aku tgk. Syukur Nenek tak ada komplikasi yang lain. Abah dtg at about 12am in morn tuk jaga Nenek that night & Subuh esk Aku dtg ganti jaga seharian kembali.
Nak di jadikan cerita, Malam Ahad tu lepas balik dr PPUM aku plak di serang Gastrik @_@ haih. &&& THE WORST eva! Muntah2 mcm dah nk mati dah rasenye. Humm lupa nk makan asyik jaga nenek yg sakit.
Thank GOD i have my darlin lil' bro & Abah at home with me *Mak kat PPUM plak jaga nenek*
So, at 2:00am they sent me to Klinik Idzham & yeah the Doctor said, 'U officially GASTRITIS' Nicelah :)
Got the Meds,Got the MC home Zzzz.
So there u go, Dugaan Sang Rajab buat Aku sekeluarga. Tho its normal for us, it does bite sometimes.
Seperti biasa Redha & Keep on going :)
P/s: Nenek is in recovery.Home already Alhamdulillah & My Gastritis? ok kot :)
Sunday, May 13, 2012
ICU @_@
We've been 6th years together. Sweet & Sour memories is all nicely placed with him. Gosh! I dunno how am I supposed to live without him if he really GONE?! all gone all gone.NO!
Prayin hard that he will be back on track soonest! coz I can't barely blogging forever with my iPhone u know? I need him badly! yeah, I need u my dearest Mr. Patrick! come back home ASAP please!
p/s: Btw,Mr. Patrick is my baby Lappie
;) he is terribly SICK cause of his 'MotherFatherWuthever' Board crash boom bang! Pfffffff
Saturday, May 12, 2012
Wednesday, May 9, 2012
No More.
STFO.
Depression is not an act. Eating disorder aren't simply adolescent phases. Suicide isn't an escape route for cowards. Homosexuality isn't a disease. Self-Harming is not a cry for attention. STOP acting like you know everything. Truth is? You don't know SHIT.
Monday, May 7, 2012
Snow The Ball.
Wednesday, April 18, 2012
Hey! Ho!
Thursday, February 2, 2012
Wednesday, November 23, 2011
Monday, November 14, 2011
LEARNED.
(This text, which I found on the Internet, is attributed to me . I did not write it, but I think worth reproducing here)
I’ve learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved. The rest is up to them;
I’ve learned that no matter how much I care, some people just don’t care back;
I’ve learned that it takes years to build up trust, and only seconds to destroy it.
I’ve learned that you can get by on charm, for about fifteen minutes. After that, you’d better know something;
I’ve learned that either you control your attitude or it controls you.
I’ve learned that no matter how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades and there had better be something else to take it’s place.
I’ve learned that sometimes the people you expect to kick you when you’re downhill are the ones to help you get back up.
I’ve learned that sometimes when I’m angry I have the right to be angry.
I’ve learned that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love.
I’ve learned that just because someone doesn’t love you the way you want them to doesn’t mean that they don’t love you with all they have.
I’ve learned that maturity had more to do with what types of experiences you’ve had and what you’ve learned from them and less to do with how many birthdays you’ve celebrated.
I’ve learned that your family won’t always be there for you.
I’ve learned that no matter how good a friend is, they’re going to hurt you every once in a while.
I’ve learned that it isn’t always enough to be forgiven by others. Sometimes you have to forgive yourself.
I’ve learned that no matter how bad your heart is broken, the world doesn’t stop for your grief.
I’ve learned that our background and circumstances may have influenced who we are, but we are responsible for who we become.
I’ve learned that just because two people argue, it doesn’t mean they don’t love each other. And just because they don’t argue, it doesn’t mean they do.
I’ve learned that we don’t have to change friends if we understand that friends change.
I’ve learned that two people can look at the exact same thing and see something totally different.
I’ve learned that no matter how you try to protect your children, they will eventually get hurt and you will get hurt in the process.
I’ve learned that your life can be changed in a matter of hours by people who don’t even know you.
I’ve learned that it’s hard to determine where to draw the line between being nice and not hurting people’s feelings and standing up for what you believe.
(Source-PCBlogs)
Maksud itu.
Terjemahan:
(1) Dengan menyebut nama Allah Yang Maha Pemurah lagi Maha Penyayang. (2) Segala puji bagi Allah, Tuhan semesta alam, (3) Maha Pemurah lagi Maha Penyayang, (4) Yang menguasai hari pembalasan. (5) Hanya kepada Engkaulah kami menyembah dan hanya kepada Engkaulah kami mohon pertolongan (6) Tunjukilah kami jalan yang lurus, (7) (yaitu) jalan orang-orang yang telah Engkau anugerahkan nikmat kepada mereka, bukan (jalan) mereka yang dimurkai dan bukan (pula jalan) mereka yang sesat.
Allah, tidak ada Tuhan (yang berhak disembah) melainkan Dia Yang Hidup kekal lagi terus menerus mengurus (makhluk-Nya), tidak mengantuk dan tidak tidur. Kepunyaan-Nya apa yang di langit dan di bumi. Tiada yang dapat memberi syafaat di sisi Allah tanpa izin-Nya. Allah mengetahui apa-apa yang di hadapan mereka dan di belakang mereka, dan mereka tidak mengetahui apa-apa dari ilmu Allah melainkan apa yang dikehendaki-Nya. Kursi Allah meliputi langit dan bumi. Dan Allah tidak merasa berat memelihara keduanya, dan Allah Maha Tinggi lagi Maha Besar. (Surah Al-Baqarah ayat 255)
Berabuklah!
Nwayz, ni sesaje gatai nk mencarut sepatah dua kata coz tggu jln jam nak balik ;p
Tgklah kekalau mek tetibe rajin nak mencarutz kembali pasni kan? hehe
Oklah. Today x dak sgt idea. *Banyak sebenarnye nk dimuntahkan but err nntlah dulu yer.










