InsyaALLAH :)

Diberi Tugasan menerbitkan rancangan Khas AidilAdha ini bersama rakan setugas Shafeqah Azizie.

Seminggu sarat + kusut + sesak + penat mengikuti beliau kesana-sini.

Dari KLIA hinggalah ke malam konsert di MBSA.

Bersengkang mata di Editing Suite bersama Editor juga rakan setugas Encek Apiz Rashid dua malam berturut-turut akhirnya sudah siap juga mengikut date-line diberi .Syukur. Terima Kasih pada Eksekutif Producer kami kak Ezzah Aziz Fawzy juga Kak Nura atas tunjuk ajar :)

Diselang seli dugaan & digalas kesabaran yg menebal kami gagahi jua.Alhamdulillah dan saya berharap rakan-rakan sekalian sudilah kiranya menonton hasil kerja saya bersama rakan setugas ini di petang AidilAdha nanti ye! :) and TQ so much to Cik Inn (Mazlin Nordin) atas tulisan di Blog beliau untuk mempromosikan program saye. TQ! hehe :P

Bersama MZ @ Studio C, Sri Pentas selepas recording interview for the program.

Piko.

This Coffee is addicted to me.Dymnnn

:)

Dia: *SALAM& goyang kuat2* CONGRATULATIONS!!! They LIKE it alot! They all semua tgk ramai2 kat atas tu. Good Job!

Aku: *TERKESIMA+TERKEDU+TERSENYUM AJE* Ohh..yeke??? Alhamdulillah. TQ TQ so much.

Dia:Dorang semua suka, esply part budak tu nyanyi sekali. *Senyum sampai telinge* dorang kate nk potong 2 mins nak letak teaser kat Website!

Aku: *PON SENYUM SAMPAI TELINGA* Ya Allah! yeke? Syukur! sgt2! tak sia2 saye stayback jadi Zombie editing :D Amin! Amin! Amin! :D * SUKA TAK HENGGAT!*

Dia: tulah i dah ckp kan? the effort matters :) saye pon tak sabar nak balik tgk DVD Copy tu! Ok nnt hari Isnin k kite jumpe?

Aku: Ok , TQ TQ :D Isnin ni? Ok Ok nnt saye bgtau dorang :)

*** ALHAMDULILLAH!!!! SYUKUR sgt2! Berbaloi semua airmata aku ditujah berkali2 oleh 'dia' & tak sia-sia stayback jadi Zombie sampai ke subuh nak siapkan project AidilAdha ni. KESABARAN menahan segala 'deraan' darinya all payoff!

Tho 'dia' memang heartless & super-duper annoying yg suka carik salah aku at the end of the day, i really LEARNED alot-alot-alot how to survive in these cruel world of broadcasting.Deep down i do Thank YOU for making me suffered all these years for i know where i am today :) & i will keep on learning & grab all the knowledge as much as i can to satisfied myself in whatever i want to achieve NEXT? Bring it on! ***

*Maybe ni lah hikmah disebalik 'keseksaan' aku? Humm dunno.Maybe,Juz Maybe*

"My Job is NOT that HARD,BUT its NOT that EASY either & because of that,

am in LOVE with it! :) "

Pursuit of?

“There's a lot of me in it. But the character is more egotistical. I'm also egotistical, but not the way the character is. This guy is successful, he has everything, but his wife has left him. The most important value - love - is missing. What is wrong with this institution called 'marriage'? What is wrong with this institution called 'the pursuit of happiness'?”- Paulo Coelho

Yah, wats wrong? i dun understand it either.

I badly wanna to go to that 'Planet of Husband + wife' thingy BUT surroundings doesn't show any good in that planet.it makes me SCARED to enter that 'zone'-actually.And part of me BADLY wanna go there ASAP! Haiyoh sumpah dun understandlah. ~Sighs~

MARAH.

Kamu ni seorang kawan. Ye, kawan yang sangat CARE & of coz sayang kawan-kawan kamu. TAPIkan bile kawan kamu tu SUKE sesgt buat 'drama' swasta main cak-cak buat jantung kamu sakit cam nk berhenti ape PERASAAN kamu? GUMBIRE? BUAT PARTY BUIH? APA?

ke rase cam nak sepak-sepak je muke kawan kamu tu laju2 dengan selipar jepon? Haihhhh.

Ye! saye sgt MARAH skang ni. MARAH k bukan merajuk ke & tah hape2 tah lgi terms yg korang nk pakai tu. MARAH dgn kawan saye sorang ni yg i can consider my Besh-Frend-yg-Sengal. SEBAB? dia SUKA sgt trigger kawan2 dgn status2 yg buat semua manusiye yg bace esply kawan2 dia sakit jantung or paling huduh pon terpinga-pinga RISAU apakah kejadian yg berlaku kepada diri sahabatku yg sengal ini??? kan? Haish. SUMPAH RISAU OK.

1st, itu bukan perkara BARU dlm kejadian seharian kamu wahai kawan, semua org TAHU kamu sakit. tak kesah lah sakit sikit ke, sakit byk ke, sakit dah nazak nak mati ke? its still freakin thing called "SAKIT" paham? kalau dah namanye KAWAN for surelah kerisauan tu ada terdetik dlm hati "eh, nape dgn kawan aku ni??" "is he ok ke tak?" "wat happen to him ni?" rite? rite???

Sebagai kawan mestilah risau beb bile semua ditanye diam membisu. Mulalah pikir bukan2 dah masok ICU ke budak ni ke dah masok dalam tanah? or Lainlah if u're NOT consider all ur' frends worries is IMPORTANT to u anymore. well, i donno-maybe la kot? wuteverla.

You know what, i am seriously disappointed with you dear frend, like seriously so mad with u.

Next time dun trigger people with ur' unbearable worries status if u dun really cares what ur' frends concerns. Like i told u, People CARE & if u dunno how to appreciated that then maybe we as frends really are NOT that important to u.simple as that. Coz as for me, thats what frends are for-To share with u all the Happy & Sad moment in ur life. Susah+senang+suke+sakit = sama-sama.

Buat org risau & susah hati is worse then bunuh orang k. Kalau bunuh org dah sah-sah mati.senang abis citer. Ni buat org tertanye-tanye RISAU pasal kamu yg duk diam membisu is so so unnecessary & so not smart thing to live in denial way that u LOVED. C'monlah this is freakin 2010 lagi sebulan je nk 2011 dah, all these is so NOT funny. Sumpah tak klaka ok. Kalau sakit, org tanye JAWAB. I MARAH bukan sebab ape, u think bende2 ni 'takde ape2' 'i ok je' i ok je??? i ok je my foot. I know how BAD it hurts ok. i know. JGN MENIPU DGN PENIPU. Juz dont.

Masing2 dah tua bangka, jgn nk buat perangai budak2 lagi boleh tak? When people care means they love u, all ur frends loves u. Sayang terhadap kawan is no barrier tahu. Well so sorry for u if u take it for granted. Kata-kata klise & basi " i ok je " u tu sgt lame. Kalau kamu rase dengan tidak memberitahu keadaan kamu kepada kawan2 kamu tu, kamu telah berjaya tidak menyusahkan mereka, ur WRONG mister. Sebaliknye buat kawan2 lagi sakit jantung+berdebar2 risau 'hapekejadahnye dah jadi sebenarnye dgn budak ni???' PAHAM?

Ishh..penat la saye marah kat kamu. Sia-sia je. ni bukan 1st time. Nak hiding bende2 ni sgt tak klaka.Zaman skang dah takde time nk berteka-teki. Make it clear je. Kang diri sendiri jugak yg susah.BUT if u choose to be that way. Very well for me. Its ur' choice anyway. No harm done.

Suke-Hati-Kamu-Wahai-Kawan.

But, honestly to all my dear frends out there, plizla if u guys sakit ke, tgh berduka ke, dilanda ape2 kesedihan, juz let it out to me la k. Saye sgt tak suke sakit jantung-risau fikir tentang kalian yg saye tak tahu pokok-panggal ape dah jadi itu pon kalau kalian anggap saye kawanlah. if not, then i know where i standlah. Sesimple itu aja dong :)

* To Kamu, i care for u-no "nuttin" in between it. juz clear frendship we cherish more than 10 years now. Jgnlah buat saye sakit jantung lagi pliz. Makan obat & do take care ur'self k. Haihhh.

New!

Today am officially 'done' with my old 'habitat'. Alhamdulillah! Syukur to ALLAH Almighty for all the 'Patient' HE gave me thru all the 'roller-coaster-ride' during am inda Jajahan :). Tho its really tough momentoz for me to struggle everything, but am glad i did it with pride.Yes i do. Amin.

Managed to settle all my task given on time is a VERY precious moment in my life. The feeling is like u jump off from Bunjy -Jumping! Uweeeeeeeeeeeeeeee am Free Willy! Yihaaa :D and seriously it felt SO DYMN GOOD indeed fellas. Really :)

Now,RESET everything+RECHARGE energy+REFRESH my mind to START my new JOURNEY! am all EXCITED.May ALLAH Guide me all the way.Bring it on baby!

Am in da new 'Habitat' now! Yessaaa. So excited & nervous too huhuu. New Team + New cool+crazie Bosses! hehe + New Program + New thing to venture & learn! woohooo

Well, i know everything has they own 'obstacles + pressure' anywhere is the same but am praying hard that i will manage to handle it wisely & deliver all the new task given to me smoothly. InsyaALLAH.

To my old 'Habitat', TQ SO MUCH for I've learned the best from u guys. alot! alottt! Esply from YOU.

and i will not forget all the madness nite staying back & all the fun we had.Trimas! :)

And Assalamualaikom! to my new 'Habitat'! am looking forward to going crazie & wild with u guys!

Yeah, everything is new for me, hopefully i can cope & gel well with my new home :)

am da' new kid on da' block! Yeah of coz i need all da' "tunjuk ajar ku sifu!" frm all the otaiz in my team.Semoga semua berjalan lancar. Amin.

LOVE!

Jom Goyang! kick ur' stress away bebeh :)

‎-Been all over the world-Done a little bit of everything
-Little bit of everywhere-With a little bit of everyone :) ♥ Neyo!

Kalajengking!

HAPPY BUFDEY to US! Yeay~

My Babadom & Me berkongsi bulan kelahiran yang sama. Yeah its NOVEMBER Baby :)

Mine was on the 1st NOVie & His is 2day! 6th NOVie :P

So, we're both a SCORPIOZ huhu

2day Mommeh celeburetz our birthday @ our crib.

Juz a simple one with Chocolate Cheese Cake & KFC but indeed FULL of LOVE :)

TQ 2 my 2 Lil' Brother to setting this up. So Sweet of u guys. Alonk Laf u mash!

&&& I Thank ALLAH 4 everything-The pain & the joy throughout the wonder-years i've been thru. Praying that the years ahead HE will ALWAYS guide me thru thick & thin in this Crazie LIFE :) AMIN.

The rest of it is MAKAN time! Yummzzz!

TQ Abah for SPOILED me all da' way. hehe and am lovin it! :) Muax

HAPPY BUFDEY SCORPIOZ

LOVE u!

:)

Da' Blackman-Si Pengerusi Majelis. TQ Muax!

My Lil' Bro- Abunz & Mommeh Muax!

Lust?

A Scorpio is one lusty, sexy animal

Sexstrology Sexstrology

Grrrrrrrr! Gerun tak? haha

Layan.

Ade Drama baru nk diterbitkan.

Tajuk: i was Layan je.

Pelakon: Sesape yg berminat pon bole.

Konsep Cerita: U want-I want-Jalan saje=Sindri mau ingat.Simple & padat dgn motif-motif kehidupan yg klise & yg penting skit elemen 'Poyos'.

Skrip: Apa yg terpikir di hati harus dimuntahkan keluar. Simple.

Pengarah: Ko pon bole.

Penerbit: Ko pon bole jugak.

Taboo: Jgn Mengelabah & kata-kata menyesal selepas melihat drama ini adalah HARAM sama sekali.

Tontonan: Semua lapisan masyarakat + Umur + warne kulit + bentuk mate & ketinggian.

Peringatan: Pihak produksi tidak akan bertanggungjawab diatas segala kesan-kesan negatif+segala jenis amukkan ablasa+Segala hal2 rumahtangga yang terganggu selepas menonton drama ini. Semuanya adalah di-Tanggung-sendiri.SEKIAN TERIMA KASEH.

So? Lets the Drama Begin! ada bran?

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Its 011110! Uweeeeeeeeeee!

Well, today is my birthday. Can’t believe the time is passing this fast!

Alhamdulillah TQ ALLAH 4 everything & May all my 'Doa' & wish come true.Amin.

Sunday.

Oh sunday is a FUNday dorlene!
No Doubt reminds me of my crazie-notty days back in my skooling years :)
Love 'em! <3

Happy Sunday People!

Mish.

I Mish ur HUGS. I Mish to cuddle in ur' arms. I Mish u stares at me all nite long. I Mish all the giggling that drives us crazie.I Mish our argument. I Mish our late nite chatting about anything.I Mish the comfort feeling when u by my side. I Mish crying over ur' shoulder. I Mish doing all the fun thing with u. I Mish all the jokes u make me laugh.I Mish sulking with u. I Mish all the silly thing u did to annoyed me. I Mish ur' nagging. I Mish all of this and Worst of all... I MISH U LOVE so-BADLY.Really.~Sighs~

I Mish U LOVE.

Part?

Sometimes things don’t always work out as planned. Most times, actually. They don’t work out, and then we get upset or angry or depressed. That’s usually how it goes, but I’ve learned that life just does that to us sometimes. Life lets us down, so when it brings us up, we appreciate what we’ve missed on the way down. We appreciate the ride, we appreciate the feeling, we appreciate just being alive. Life does that; it brings us down, it disappoints us, but never forgets to bring us back up. And maybe when it takes a little longer, its because it’s waiting on us to do our PART.

My Life is a SUPER-DUPER-Roller Coaster! & am enjoyin the ride!

Uweeeee

Wrapppp!

its a WRAPPPPPPPPP!!!! Horeyyyyyyyyyyyyyy! :D

Hell yeah bebeh! FINAL Gadis Melayu-3 -DONE Smoothly :)

Being the Floor Manager *FM for Backsatge really drives me insane!

Have to jaga All the Finalist-Actors-Dancers-Timing-Props Haihhhhh

Standing & Yelling for 2 hours turns me into a real TARZAN-lah & a Super-Bitch back there.huhu

Sorry guys for being so garang & jerit2 ' STANDBY NOW! NOW! NOW!' juz doing my work :)

Alhamdullilah~ Praise to ALLAH for everything went well that nite.

Kudos to all the Team! 5 months suffering with hustle & MIGRAINE has come to an end fellas!

Tho my legs & throat hurts badly but am the MOST happy FM ever! Yeay! :D

Da' Rawkin GM-3 Team

Floor Manager Backstage in action.Grrrrrr

Da' Host Ashraf Muslim

Nasib Baek i Mix-Siam+Minang=Siamang? Agagaga! :P

X-Cited!

am EXCITED! BUT...naik Broga pon setengah mati , inikan pula Si Cantek ini?
Hump.Hit the gym phyza!!!!!like NOW!




Bole ke ni?

F! U.

OK,1st of all mind my words & the rest is go to hell.TQ.

Fark u! for being a Total Jerk!

Fark u! for being so KAMPONG!

Fark u! for being an IDIOT!

Fark u! for thinking like i care!

Fark u! for all u've done!

Fark u! for trying SO HARD to be cool!

Fark u! for being so fuken Selfish!

Fark u! for donno how to say THANK YOU!

Fark u! for being so ungrateful!

Fark u! for succeeded hurting me!

Fark u! for not knowing what ur' HEART is for!

Fark u! for all the lame attitude!

Fark u! for all the drama u created!

Fark u! for being u!

OMaiGOD! Juz FARK OFF! u horny-bastard.

FARK U ZILLIONZ TIMES U Ass****!

Huh!

True.

"When we least expect it, LIFE sets us challenge to set our courage and willingness to change; at such a moment, there is no point in pretending that nothing has happened or in saying that we are NOT ready. The Challenge will NOT wait. Life does not look back. A week is more than enough time for us to decide whether or not to accept our destiny." -Paulo Coelho-

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Oh Yeah bebeh!!!

killed 4 of them already! Feels soooooo dymn GOOD!

Now, 1 more to go! Juz one fuken more dorlene!

Oh Oh Ohhhh i cant wait till it END.FULLSTOP.FINISH!

Syukran!Syukran!Alhamdulillah.am Glad :)

Phew~

-PMS cramps strikes today. Yeay! urghhh

-Editing *again???* Yeah. whole day inda no-mercy-freakin cold editing suite.

-2am inda morning finish editing episode 4! Yeayyyyy * one more fuken eps left! juz one moreeee

-2.10am walkin to car ALONE * dan kereta di tepi jalan sgt JAUH! am-scared-PMS cramps-Tired.Dang!

-Asked Abe guard accompany me to car he said "takpelah saye tgk dari sini" WTF? kalau ape2 jadi kat aku, ko leh lari tgk secepat mungkinkah dari situ? Hump. sgt tak gentle pliz.

-Fine, i walk alone. no biggie.

-Oh Dear, Black-Maria ALONE ditepi jalan.Erk? OK,am freaks-out looking at my spooky-no car-silent surrounding.Owwhhkehhh quickly ran to my car &&& Safely inda car! Thank YOU GOD! Pheww.

-Called Babadom to wait till i got home * ye, saye mmg penakot & being penakot is not a crime fellas.huhu.SO? i be it :)

-Pecut cam pelesit arrived home 2.30am * Thank GOD my house juz nearby~Everybody already in la la land.Sighs.kecuali my Babadom yg setia menunggu his spoiled-cranky-dotter. TQ Abah!

I LOVE U :)

-Shower+supper+& am off to dream land.

Phewww WUTTA DAY~ pinggang saye sumpah rase nak patah now & da' fuken PMS cramps really killin me. dammit.

Want.

i want sumone i can go to. sumone i can tell my secrets to. sumone who wont judge me for the mistakes i've made. for the mistakes i will continue to make. i want sumone who understands. i want sumone who hears, not juz listens. i want sumone who says good nite to me, and prays to GOD they get the chance to say good morning. i want sumone who knows my quirks. i want sumone who wipes my tears away. i want sumone who needs me. i want sumone who loves me.

i want.

LiFe.

SAMA!

Saye nk buat pengumuman yg akan menyentapkan sesetengah individu & satu kaum itu.

Saya rasekan...*sayelah yg rase, korang tak rase korang punye pasal lah kan?*
SEMUA LELAKI KAT DUNIA NI SUKE BUAT BENDE2 YG BOLEH DIKATAKAN BONGOK & MEREKA SGT SELFISH & TAKKAN BERUBAH WALAUPON BULAN BENAR2 JATUH KERIBA OR KUCENG TUMBUH TANDUK SEKALIPON. THEY WILL REMAIN THE SAME SAMPAI BILA2.

PERKATAAN " Sumpah syg , i takkan buat lagi & i will never do it again-i dah berubah" itu semua sudah masok dalam muzium.PENIPU.PENIPU.PENIPU.

Betolah kate org2, mengharapkan seseorang akan berubah lepas sesuatu kejadian terjadi-memang tidak akan benar2 terjadi * like seriously dude ko nak berubah ke? mmg tak ah kan?*

Lepas tu kan, JANGANLAH SUKA SGT BERJANJI-sebab korang mmg takkan tepati punya.HUH penat cakap pasal jantan ni. Sudahlah.pegila mati semua.Tu je nak cakap arini.Sekian terima kaseh.






Psssttttt: Oh ye, Sorry kepada sesape yg terase & of coz * ayat klise* tak semua lelaki begitu KAN?

DONT!

OK,Dewan kawen dah gempak, Setting pelamin pon suwet-suwet, pengantinz somel, tetamu semua kelas-kelas Datuk-Datinz, Tan Sri-Puan Sriz-Menteriz2 yallz TETAPI????

Lagu JODOH-waliband & NOBODY-Wondergirls at a Wedding yg byk VVIP's??? How more stoopid can the band be-lah?*PENGSAN* Pesanan buat teman2 yg nk kawen & to myself, Sile Check ur' band song list b4 ur' wedding. adoi.

Buat senak perot je taw dgr all those *to me* as STOOPID SONGS!!!! 1st of all aku mmg benci lagu JODOH tu.Urgh TOLONGLAH. 2nd, lagu NOBODY tu mmg cute tapi sgt tidak sesuwai OK dgn tema wedding kamo yg sgt kelas itu. Sudah mencemar semua yg suweett-suweett di wedding kamo wahai anak VVVIP. Sgt rugi taw.Oklah mmg wedding kalian , saye ni menyebok je disitu tapi.... Oh well its ur call anyway kan? hummp.

Tapikan, kalau pasang lagu2 Chenta yg mendayu2 suweett-suweettt kan ke byk dlm donia ni. WHY WHYYYYYYY pilih lagu JODOH itu? NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

Ok, Sekian.

Surely do :)

Do you remember the nights
We'd stay up just laughing
Smiling for hours
At anything
Remember the nights
We drove around crazy in love

When the lights go out
We'll be safe and sound
We'll take control of the world
Like it's all we have to hold on to
And we'll be a dream

[Demi Lovato]
Do you remember the nights
We made our way dreaming
Hoping of being
Someone big
We were so young then
We were too crazy
In love

When the lights go out
We'll be safe and sound
We'll take control of the world
Like it's all we have to hold on to
And we'll be a dream

Whoa whoa
Whoa whoa
Whoa whoa

When the lights go out
We'll be safe and sound
We'll take control of the world
Like it's all we have to hold on to
And we'll be

When the lights go out
We'll be safe and sound
We'll take control of the world
Like it's all we have to hold on to
And we'll be a dream

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Ah ah ahhhhhhhh lagi 2 je lagi!

lagi 2! lagi 2! lagi 2!

Cepatlah Pja! Cepatttttttttttt!

Skit je lagi ni! Despite of my un-stabilize health condition. Mak tak kesah dah.

Cepat abiskan pliz Pja pliz.

Then u'll be FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE frm the cage! & be in your New Home!

TAK SABARRRRRRnye sayeeeeeeeeeee!

Oh Tuhan, Kau permudahkanlah segala urusan kerjaku, agar aku dapat menyelesaikannye dgn CEPAT & lancar. AMIN! AMIN! AMIN!

BODO.

SAKIT!!!! uwaaaaa Bulan Oktober sgt-sgt BAEK terhadap saye. Betol. Dari demam panas yg membakar ke batuk yg menyeksakan dada ke selsema yg menyesakkan idung hinggalah ke mulot yg pecah2 dek ulser & Cold sore! Bestkan? :D best sgttttt-semua dpt CASH! sapu abis.

Ni smlm dapat habuan baru lagi, tah macamana aku leh bagi 'Pak Kiyai-lah' SGT! urut kaki aku coz dia dtg nk ubatkan Mak aku la yg x reda2 sakit perot dah nk dekat 2 weeks balik dari Medan, Indonesia *dari Hospital sampai ke klinik tak ok2 gak*

Tetibe plak nk 'tgk2kan' aku katenye tah tersampok antu jembalang mane kut2 firasat sesatnye ituh. Can read people-Can see thing??? WTF.Podah! aku ni mmg jenis yg TAK PERCAYElah bende2 mengarut camni. ALLAH je tahu OK.

So, dia pon pila urut kaki aku. dan inilah yg aku dapat!. Hanjeng punye tukang penipu. Pak kiyai konon-Pak Kirai adelah. Menjahanamkan kaki aku! urghhhhhhhhhhh

dah lah sakit bertambah2 sakit lagi kaki aku dibuatnye. BODO taw. Humppp!!!

LEBAM PLiz! urghh!

Nasib baek seblah kanan tak birat sgt. !@(!*@*&#^&%~&2!!!!!

BODO!BODO!BODO!BODO!

Ah-So-Sweettttttttttttt!

Love the song & his CUTE Video clip!

How i wish someone cud juz sing this out-loud in front of me like he did. hehe

Sgt2 suwetttt OK. am in berangan mood-lah. Gheeee LISTEN guys!

Wish.

Oh! Kola!

Koala is NOT a bear.TAHU. Tapi aku mmg suke pggil menatang yg COMEL nk mampos ni Koala Bear jugak! Sebab mereka memang tersgt cute & sama seperti bear mainan. Bulu sejibik macam patong aku kt umah tu. Ishhh GERAM!

Mereka tido 20jam sehari-bangun-makan-tido balik-humm mcm ade persamaan? hehe

Comel! Comel! Comel!

Lempang kang baru taw!